“you were a blonde?? aw, johnny.” vera says with a Cheshire grin, trying to picture him with a hair color similar to her own. she thinks he’d look better like that, but she might just be biased. “what made you change it? we’d look so fuckin’ alike if you were still yellow haired and bright eyed.”
Johnny was taken by surprise by her comment. He didn’t know she knew about that particular bit of his life... Only Rogue and Kerry remembered he was a blond, and even then, only Kerry really remembered those days. The Rockerboy sighed, took off his aviators and shrugged.
“Yeah. I was blond. And lemme tell you, V. I was smokin’ hot as a blond, better lookin’ than you, that’s for sure.” Sarcasm and mean comments were second nature to him now, but he knew she knew it was all bluster and he didn’t really mean it. After all, he’d shared most of his secrets with her, given her his dog tags as proof. Now, that second question, it was a hell of a question. He knew she would know if he was lying, their... Connection ran much deeper now, he got flashes of her early life and her mood so he assumed she got the same thing on his end. So, for once, he’s being honest.
“I uh... I had it changed after Alt. I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror, y’know V? By the time I was ready to blow up ‘Saka Tower I had already changed it, I remember Spider commenting on my hair that night. Spider had cut her braid too...” A lot more details were coming back to him, he remembers Smasher almost killing Shaitan, he remembers...
Death. Being split in half by Smasher, falling to the ground, a surprised look on his face, the Malorian still smoking in his Fist. It only took a second. Johnny shook his head to drive those memories away. He didn’t need them right now and he was sure as shit that V didn’t need them either, she had enough on her plate without adding the pain of being split in half by a shotgun. He let out a laugh at her comment, a bit mocking but appreciative at the same time. “Please, as if I’d want to look like a merc who can’t style for shit. If anything, you’re rocking the Original Silverhand look! And I gotta say, you’re rocking that style.”