#subspacefictive

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Canontrodictions

I was once glorious. I had power, and people respected me. Fear or not. It felt amazing. My higher-ups were so proud of me, and I could never disappoint them. I cannot help but think every day, “I am meant for so much more” now. And I am. I want to be more than a pawn. I want respect. I get nothing. Just a boiling constant anger.

-Subspace

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It feels like Soda is just adding stuff to me make me seem like a more horrible person than I already was. Fym "says slurs" what am I, a Hazbin Hotel character?? A COD player??? I can accept the animal experimentation stuff since it makes sense in canon (not that I like it or anything, but I do get it) but like. seriously.

And they're removing "Oh golly! I don't think we need to ask him!" sighs... pouring one out for my whimsical dialogue that'll get removed. Curse being a fictive from a game that's still in development and getting lore overhauls -Subspace, Phighting!

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i find it funny that i kept most of the disorders and issues i had in source. i still have the arm and face pain (fibromyalgia instead of rot though) and the npd and possible bpd + aspd traits. it’s funny to me, i think, especially since my medkit is so different because the body’s issues

-Subspace, Phighting fictive! #☣️✨ if it isnt taken!

party note: I do not check if custom tags are taken, please check for yourself if they’re free to use and then go from there! Thank you!

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I’m not a fan of people right now, now don’t get me wrong. I LOVE attention, but every comment feels ingenious. Transactional. Fickle. I cannot give you a reply that means anything.

- Subspace (fictive)

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I HATE seeing anything of him. He’s a vile and DISGUSTING traitor, I will never forgive him. I hope he’s ROTTING AWAY in that STUPID DESERT. I hope he cries at night in his own regret and shame for his actions. I once reveled the day I get to see the fear on his face. Pure and utter euphoria.

No one knew him like I did, and I got burned.

-A very source attached subspace fictive

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canonrules ! though i’m a fictive so miight bewrong ..

i don’t interact with subkit content . ever . it makes me viscerally uncomfortable and the idea of medkit viewing me in a positive light , let alone as a potential *romantic venture* makes me sick to my stomach ! that man should hate me and when he doesn’t there is something wrong .

additionally i dont often tell people Who I Am . this is a new one after (checks list) 3 different people reacted with disgust/upset/other nonpositives !

-sammie ( tag as subspace fictive , phighting! #blackrocksburnout )

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Canon drugs time with the phighters who feel like it in the sys bc i think its funny

Boombox - hardcore stoner. Can't count how many times I turned Skate's basement into a hotbox w/ Coil. Sling baked me edibles a lot too

Cozyshot - I liked baking edibles and such!! Made some for Rainy all the time,,, I remember Shurifin stealing a brownie once. He was conked out for hourssss

Dom - It's expected at parties. I never did much. Weed was nice for the chronic pain sometimes though.

Follower - Captain gave me some weed before. I can't recall anything from that night aside from the fact that I called Captain pretty.

Grav - Subspace stole my forever weed brownie smh

Medkit - Weed for chronic pain. I also went out on bar nights pretty frequently, often alongside Sword. Nothing aside from that.

Subspace - I took a loooot of shit for my chronic pain and to slow down the rot. I used to loooove edibles but I couldn't really eat em properly after getting poisoned so I mostly smoked weed afterwards

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oh. Dude I'm so fucked. Okay so median system here but that's besides the point. I'm a Subspace fictive. But here's the thing

My memories are VERY different from the canon material. And the phighting fictives in the sys tend to write mems as fics and post them as a way to process and also bc we're a fic writer and like writing and posting

If I do the standard thing and write my mems and post them in a fic format like the others, I'm gonna be ripped to shreds by the fandom!!

Cause my mems. are VERY different from canon. The primary event in the canon story for me? Happens VERY differently. So I'll either get told I'm horrifically butchering canon, or, the *worse* option, I'm gonna have a flood of. Shudders. Subkit shippers. Because in my mems me and Medkit didn't hate each other! Hell we went and lived in an apartment together!!! But we were NOT romantically involved at all. Ew actually. BUT THE SHIPPERS WILL FLOOD IT AND SAY ITS SUBKIT WHEN ITS NOT!!!

This fandom is so bad with shipping guys </3 can I post my silly mem fic of me and Meddy being friends in peace pleaseee </333

~ Subspace Phighting [#💎🌙] (we're finally claiming an anon tag after like not doing that for MONTHS lmao)

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