"Where or what is my natural body? At what point--if ever--did I have one? My disability was caused by U.S. military pollution in the town where I was born. Everything about my story is typical: the military and its industries secretly dumping toxic chemicals in unlined pits in the ground for decades; the poor, largely nonwhite neighborhoods that were affected; and the fact that the pollution was directly poisoning the lands of the Tohono O'Odham Nation. My body was formed with the help of toxic chemicals, heavy metals, airplane degreasers--the mundane detritus of militarization. It is hard for me to imagine my 'natural' body--I never had a 'natural' body to imagine. Because my mother unknowingly drank toxic waste from the faucet in our kitchen, as a fetus I was already being altered by society, by culture, by 'man-made' products. Does this make me altogether unnatural? […] I see my own body as inseparable from human intervention--but what body isn't? In a time when honeybees are disappearing and polar bears are drowning due to humans' impact on the environment, it's easy to appreciate how whole ecosystems are affected by human society. More to my point, however, is the reality that we can never see nature through lenses that are not our own; we can never separate something called 'nature' from our human perceptions of it. Even my perception that my imagined pre-surgery body would be more challenging than the one I live in post-surgery is entangled in deeply held assumptions about how a body should naturally look, move, and be in space. But what is this 'nature' on which my judgements have been based? And how have I defined it? The idea of a 'state of nature,' a nature before or without human culture, is a powerful one. It has informed our philosophical theories, our political systems, and our opinions about which bodies we deem livable and capable of pleasure, and which we deem exploitable, consumable, and edible. But is this thing we call nature actually justifying these judgements and distinctions, or are we?"
-Sunaura Taylor

















