i was hoping i could get lost in your paradise 🏹🫀

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i was hoping i could get lost in your paradise 🏹🫀
TW- emotional seventeen post ahead
I know I’m probably talking to a void but I just really needed to write this down and share it. So if you followed my blog for a (really) long time you may know that I’ve just come off a sort of accidental 3-year long kpop hiatus. I became a fan of Exo in early 2014 and got into kpop big time. Then in about 2016/17, as I got to the end of my first year at university, my world started to fall apart a little bit, my mental health deteriorated and I completely stopped listening to kpop, logged out of my tumblr account, never to return until very recently, and disassociated from a lot of things that I used to love.
Now to the point. I’ve just spent the last couple of hours or so, watching Seventeen videos and crying my eyes out. I became a fan of svt around the time they debuted, when I fell in love with a video of the vocal team covering Because of You. I absolutely adore(U)d their debut album and spent a lot of time happily singing away to their songs through the summer when the sun was shining brightly through my windows. The last song I remember hearing before I disasscoiated from kpop was probably Nice, or perhaps Boom Boom, but after that I never heard them again until a couple of weeks ago. Now I’ve been spending a lot of time catching up on their music, performances and shenannigans and it fills me with so much happiness to see how much they’ve grown (sadly woozi still hasn’t gained any more inches but ah well, we love our small bean). I almost cried with joy when I heard don’t wanna cry (ironically), I love it so much and the melody just really gives you the feels. But it makes my heart hurt so much to know that I missed out on seeing them grow and become the amazing people they are today.
The last 3 years for me have had a lot of hurt and pain and I wish I would’ve just clicked on those random kpop youtube videos that popped up in my suggestions every now and then. It might have given me a little bit of joy in my dark times and I wouldn’t have missed out on so much. I’m not really one to say “oh your music saved my life!” Because it didn’t, nevertheless, I just wanted to say that I am so so proud of seventeen and that they deserve every bloody bit of happiness in the universe. Like, Woozi’s gone from being that little pink haired dork, to becoming a fully fledged (sexy) man who writes such beautiful music, and I couldn’t be happier. You have my continued love and support, forever and always. Well done my angels. I hope others also continue to love and support you as you grow older and move onto new things.
Thanks for coming to my ted talk, peace out :)
Seventeen as things me and my gf say to each other
Seungcheol- “This is it. This is how I die”
Jeonghan- “lol uwu”
Jisoo- IMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOU
Jun- “oof the ADHD is kickin in.”
Hoshi- “sTOP OPPRESSING THE GAYS!!!”
Jihoon- “Try it again and I will fucking stab you in the throat, bitch.”
Wonwoo- “Canceled. Its canceled. Stop it.”
Seokmin- *incomprehensible wheeze laughing*
Mingyu- “I’m a BIG dumb.”
Minghao- *repeatedly dabs at the speed of light*
Seungkwan- “Overdramatic at best.”
Hansol- *during sex* “Dude, thats so rad, bro.”
Chan- “I want them to play jumprope with my intestines.”
Relationship goals
i’ve been thinking for the past two hours about that one clip of svt sucking helium and Hoshi saying “Shining Diamonds yeah!” and my heart is uwu-ing so hard.
[Night and Rain] — The8
a moodboard based off of this song 🌧
—please dont repost w/out credit to me!! thanks~
Seventeens performances (T v T) im so grateful so blessed omg wow thanks universe 2017 is saved