One glimpse of you,
The smell from you,
The warmth when I hold you,
Is my discipline slipping way while I have a sip of you?,
Let me sni
_Author. M
Delightfully described by me.. The lovely writings are my creative instinct which popped up randomly on my mind on a fine day while I tend to write. Feel free to share your thoughts on this baby, born to the creative ocean.
characters: Narcissa Malfoy x fem!reader
run down: you start ignoring Narcissa and your father realizes, you talk to your father about what happened a day before
warnings: crying, mean!naricssa, mentions of mommy issues, cold!narcissa, soft!dad, etc.
word count: 1,5k+
request status: closed
“Y/n!” Your father called for you and you closed your eyes.
“Coming dad!” You yelled back to him and put down the nail polish. You dried your nails by moving your hand in the air and then you decided to blow at your nails carefully.
You had no idea what was happening and why did your father call you. You knew that he was in the living room, probably watching telly or something like that, so you got off your bed and while drying the nail polish on your nails, you walked out of the room.
Walking in the corridor, you turned few times. Then you succesfully arrived to the doors of the living room, which were opened. Looking inside of the room, you saw your father sitting in the armchair and you just walked inside.
“Hi darling,” the voice you hated the most at the moment filled the living room. You looked at the blonde woman who was holding a glass of wine and you watched her smiling at you. You lifted your eyebrows a little and then you let them fall once again, knowing that you couldn´t be really rude at the moment.
You sat down next to your father and corssed your legs. Pulling them under you, you folded them and sat the way which was comfortable. Leaning on the armrest you breathed out and hoped you wouldn´t be forced to talk to the blonde woman in the room. Because you two had nothing to talk about.
“Why don´t you say hello back?” Your father asked and you looked up at the both adults in the room. Your father was waiting for the answer for his question and Narcissa... she was smirking at you behind your father´s back, so he couldn´t see.
“Hello Narcissa,” you said and then you looked away from her deep eyes. You placed your hands in your lap and started to play with your fingers. Not starting another conversation with your father and Narcissa, you wanted only to listen to them, but they weren´t talking neither.
“I have to say, I was thinking a little Y/d/n,” Narcissa said what caught your attention a little, but not that much to look at the woman.
“Yes Narcissa?” Your father asked her and you had already enough of her and what did she want to say, even if you had no idea what was her intention to discuss.
“Well... maybe we could...” Narcissa started really carefully while she was looking at you, without beeing seen by your father. She bit on her lower lip and then she moved in her seat. “You know... I didn´t want to ask this in front of Y/n, but weren´t you thinking about enlarging the family?” Narcissa asked and you almost choked on your saliva. “Not soon of course, I just... I would like to have a baby with you Y/d/n,” she said and she looked at you. She smirked at you and you knew that she was doing this all on purpose.
“I- you would-”
“Of course darling,” Narcissa smiled at him even wider and she waved her eyelashes. Blinking at your father she tried to get an answer out of him and you turned away from them both. “I will give you some time to think about it okay? And it is okay if you don´t want a baby yet,” Narcissa said really sweetly and you would´ve almost fallen for that if you wouldn´t know what type of person she was.
“O-okay,” your father murmured and you just sighed quietly. That made Narcissa look at you and then she brushed your father´s arm.
“I am going to do my skincare okay? And then take a shower. If you will forgive me from leaving this family moment...” Narcissa said and then she got close to your father with her face. She made sure you would see that she kissed him straight onto his lips... and your father kissed her back. “If you want to, you can always join me,” Narcissa whispered and winked at your father. She then satisfiedly pulled away from your father and walked out of the living room, without closing the doors.
“What happened to you?” Your father asked you with a smile. You looked him into his eyes and made yourself sit comfortable, with your hands in your lap.
“Dad, we have to talk about something,” you started not bravely enough, what brought your father´s attention. He looked at you and you swallowed hardly, not being sure if he will believe you or not. He was so in love...
“What do you want to talk about?” He asked you really sweetly. He was your father after all. You looked him into his eyes and then you took a deeper breath.
“Dad... Narcissa is so sweet, yes, but...” you didn´t want to start really harshly, but you didn´t know what else to say. You went quiet for a bit of time and tried to think about how to tell this to your father.
“But?” Your dad leant closer to you and when he saw that you didn´t really know how to start, he tapped on the armrest of his armchair for you to go and sit down there.
You stood up and walked over to your father, sitting down onto the armrest. You placed your hands into your lap once again and breathed out quietly.
“We argued when she called you about that when will you come home,” you admitted quietly and you could feel how your mood just dropped. “She wanted to call you because of that we argued I guess, but she didn´t mention it.”
“Y/n, it is rude to listen-”
“I was in my room and she was in the bedroom. I wasn´t listening at all,” you cut him off and then you closed your eyes.
“What happened? Why did you two argue?” He asked you and you really didn´t want to broke your father´s heart. You knew that he would believe you, you were his daughter.
“Dad... she told me that she only wants to marry you and she said that she is sweet to me only because of you,” you said carefully and sighed. “She doesn´t really love you dad... I can see it,” your heart broke as you saw your father´s face expression. “I am sorry...”
“Narcissa said this?” He asked you back with a hope in his eyes, but the spark from them had disappears a lot sooner. His eyebrows were fallen as well and you just nodded your head a little.
“Mhm... she did.”
“Oh Y/n,” he placed his hand onto your shoulder and when you looked him into his eyes, ready to apologize, your lips shook. “Come here,” he whispered and pulled you close to him. “I am sorry, I thought that you would be happy to have some woman to share your problems with and- and talk to... about girl things,” your father said and you nodded a little.
“It is okay dad.”
“Did she say anything else?” He asked you and you nodded.
“When... when you were gone,” you swallowed and you really tried to stop yorself from starting crying when you thought about this topic.
“Yes?”
“We argued... because... you know that we were pretty close and everything,” you said carefully choosing the words, “and she turned cold against me and I got mad and... when I said that she doesn´t really love you after you proposed her and she said that she can´t wait to get married to you and- she wants you only because of what you have dad. And then... she said I-I have mommy issues and- a-and-” you gave up on trying to hold back. The person who you let in so quickly, hurt you the most all of those people who could. The worst on all of this was that you really believed her she was nice and kind.
You wiped your tears away and sobbed loudly. You looked up at your father, finding him in pure shock and speechles.
“Come here Y/n,” he opened his arms and you fell onto his chest like every time something bad happened to you. You didn´t even miss the breasts which Narcissa had... You have already forgotten about them. You hid your face in his chest even more and let your tears land on the fabric of his shirt. “I am so sorry... I should´ve realized this a lot sooner,” he apologized and you looked up at him.
“It is-” you were cut off by a loud sob and then you swallowed. “It is okay,” you said between sobs and then you sobbed again.
“I will talk to Narcissa about this,” he promised you and you shook your head.
“No... you can´t tell this to her,” you shook your head once again and you continued. “She will say that I am lying and that you have already proposed her and-”
“Do you feel safe around her?” Your father asked and with pain in your chest, you shook your head. “Then I will talk to her okay? Don´t blame yourself.” He said and you hugged him as tight as possible.
“I love you dad,” you whispered and didn´t loosen your grip on him.
“I love you too Y/n. And thank you for telling me this,” your father said and placed a kiss into your hair, just when the bathroom doors closed shut.
