insanely fucking crowapple pilled right now. | sylus/caleb/mc headcanon, nsfw + introspection
caleb who’s known nothing but control, gravity’s manipulation at his behest going him all the power to use the force he deems necessary. he’ll burn the wold for you and hold you until he withers. he fucks you with power, a firm grip—a steady hold that borders on paranoid. nobody will take you from him. you’re his anchor.
sylus who relishes freedom and breathes autonomy. he’ll watch you shine, from the side, watch you dazzle on your own as you conquer whatever challenge lies on your path. he makes love to you with gentleness, trust—and a slight curb to the all consuming desire that swells at his core. you’re his other half, but he’s terrified of hurting you.
with sylus, caleb can let go. relinquish control. give up and be taken. he’s reluctant at first—fucking petrified at the idea of being unravelled like that. he’s always tightly wound like a spring. but this spring is starting to rust.
nobody is really immune to sylus’ charm. so caleb falls. and takes the leap into yielding. he surrenders himself to the fiend.
sylus is all too happy to oblige, to take and take and take without worrying that caleb will break. caleb won’t even crack, he’ll take it in stride. practically indestructible by design.
“you weren’t made to carry all this weight, colonel. isn’t it just wonderful to let go?”
and caleb needs the force anyways. needs to shut the fear out, needs to not think for one fucking second.
he finds pain in the relentless speed that sylus fucks him with—hands digging into his hips hard enough to bruise his skin, but not deep enough to mar his soul. it hurts perfectly.
sylus needs to be undone. stripped bare to reveal the ache of passion within, and let it feed. caleb gives and sylus takes. they have a balance. tumultuous, but a balance.
caleb learns to love you like sylus does. not distant, but present in a way that doesn’t border on something manic.
it’s still devotion in every inch of him, in the both of you, that you’re given. but he finds his heart has damn near split, and perhaps his love can find a second path. another anchor.