Happy one year anniversary of me accepting my systemhood and coming out as a system to my system friend/bf !! :))
I can't believe it's been a year already!! I honestly did not think my plurality would be a thing that would still be here. I'm honestly glad, being plural has helped me get a more sense of myself in a way, because I'm no longer constantly dissociating.
And having goobers in my head has been a whole experience to get used to (I'm still not used to it). They've been both helpful and annoying, but I still appreciate them a lot. It's hard to remember what it was like when I was alone in my own head, and honestly, I wouldn't want to go back to that.
I'm not as scared as I first was when I was figuring out system stuff. I'm no longer over analyzing everything that's going on and trying to be in control every single second. I've finally learnt to not be mean and push away every new guy that shows up because of fear and denial. (Pro tip: pushing it away makes it worse)
It's so much nicer just being more chill about it. I wish I listened to that advice earlier.
But yeah, this year has been nice and I've learnt a lot.