#syylife

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Kids

Aunt: Will you ever have kids?

Me: No

Aunt: But they’re so cute

Me: No

Aunt: What if you met a rich man who wants to marry you and support you but he needs kids? 

Me: No

Aunt: But you never have to work again

Me: still no

Friends-that-know-Dragon Age: What if Anders wanted kids?

Me: I will bear as many children as he wants and raise them to the best of my ability - and we’ll get as many cats as he wants as well!

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Being an Anders Fan is hard

I was passionately talking about Dragon Age with a new co-worker. And I notice I sort of dodge mentioning romances or Anders in general. 

But then it came to a topic where I probably still could've avoided talking about Anders, but I instead decided to bring him up because it was relevant to the conversation. 

Given, this is via email though. But now I’m like “okay, bam, here is my “controversial” opinion about Anders which is that I love him and he was in the right” and now I’m waiting judgement.

Like does it really have to be this way? I mean either way whoever interacts with me about Dragon Age is either gonna get scared off by my support for him or they don’t and stick around anyway but I know they’re judging me! 

I can’t wrap my head around how this happened to Anders of all people. But now it’s out in the open now so I’ll see if I scare off the new guy :\

Or he scares me off. That’s always a possibility - depending on how he views Anders...

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@beammetothemoon and I finally hang out again by throwing money at the wind at a mall and dinner.

She wants to give me an intervention on my current obsession(s) and get stuff for her vacation and I wanted to buy shorts. I didn’t get what I set out to do.

Also I’m broke lol

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Life problems

After all the pile of struggles I’ve had this past month, there was like 2 good things that came out of it.

...I don’t think it balances it but I’ll take it I guess.

Oh yeah my friends are all gonna go see a movie together and I keep opting out of movie gatherings cuz I keep spending money on...everything else! I seriously need to rebudget get myself if it’s ruining hang out times.

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Mall Day

With @beammetothemoon

Catching up on ships and Overwatch.

And trying to not throw money at every cool nerd thing...and about how much I hate having a crush on a real life human being >>

Also me talking about my current obsession with YooSeven:

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I use a bullet journal

but every time I look at other people’s (mostly on the internet) I don’t understand how everyone writes so small!!! I guess it helps that they also have nice handwriting orz (cuz I don’t)

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Me and @beammetothemoon today summed up in gifs:

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SY-Y Dating Problems

Me: This person...is really cute! Listen to me talking about I’m attracted to them but will probs never get to get! 

@beammetothemoon: Or - Stop being attracted to people that aren’t single!