May 9
I have officially decided I hate boys.
#avian's rants#What the hell do you mean i seemed “emotionally disconnected” while my dad was going through freaking OPEN HEART SURGERY?!#When you - my partner - RARELY REACHED OUT TO CHECK ON ME?! You SHOULD HAVE?! it's not my responsibility to tell you to!! ITS COMMON SENSE?#What the hell do you mean “I felt feelings for her before... but then it was only brotherly when we were together.. but after we broke up-”#LIKE#YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT IT SOMEHOW TURNED BROTHERLY WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER#BUT THEN IT ONLY TOOK YOU THREE MONTHS TO GET WITH HER?!#You expect me to buy into that?!?!#Don't you realize how much that makes me question my value to you?#Like how much did you actually value our relationship?! Our memories?! Me?!#Were you crushing on her behind my back?!#And the fact that you didnt tell me about it and that i heard it from my other friend tells me everything#It's just excuse after excuse after excuse#Just because I said we should stay friends FOR NOW (emphasis on the FOR NOW so we can actually mature-) DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN MOVE ON THAT QU#By doing so you're telling me I didnt matter to you!!#And the fact that it's another girl in our friend group#Don't you realize how risky that is-?!#I hate this#I hate this so much#avian's vents#tag vent#Btw I don't hate all boys i love them actually... just not him...#rant#avian's updates#update#life update#Also I sent him like a ten page rant explaining how I felt so let's see how he responds~
