As I bi woman of colour, I must say that it is so refreshing to see another woc on tv falling for a white woman. I feel so represented in watching Leyla and Lauren together. How many times I’ve kissed a white girl and got the same face as Leyla (oh shit!face )? This one scene hit a little closer to the chest , not gonna lie lol….
Tho my stories with women end here. Never had a white girl have feeling for me. (Must be The Duff in me)
Oh, well, I'm not sure relationships between white women and WOC are that rare on TV, relatively among the few f/f relationships there are in all, I mean? But ooof, if you got the reaction the first kiss did, sorry!
I think there are probably a lot of factors that go into your relationships with other people, including women and specifically white women. You don't know how all of them felt about you, considering how taboo and secretive it still really is. Also, since you've said your stories with women end there, seems like you've focused on white women a lot. Maybe there's a certain attitude you have that they're also sensing? They're just people, like everyone else, including other QWOC you could be hanging with.
And I mean, I don't know you, but I'd hope and assume there are a fair amount of wlw who don't care about someone being the Duff (assuming that means what the movie trailer for that said it means). Hopefully you'll meet someone who feels the same way you about them! Good luck!