“I was right?”
Episode 7 of The Amazing Digital Circus is out. Let’s talk.
In episode 6, Jax explains his worldview. “What’s the point in pretending we’re not [cartoon characters]?”
The most recent adventure just confirmed everything for him.
He clearly didn’t want to get his hopes up about leaving. After all, that’s what drives them to abstract in the first place.
He tried deflecting. Pointing out that Abel was obviously a twist villain or that the whole escape plan was meant to be one of Caine’s secret adventures. He called it. But inexplicably, he hoped that maybe there really was an exist. He hoped he was wrong.
“I can’t believe I was right!”
His belief in the possibility of an exits existence was strong enough that even he thought that his own performative disbelief of one was simply coping gone overkill. He did not want to be right.
But he wasn’t wrong.
His twisted view on their situation, his view defined completely by being a desperate coping strategy — it was just confirmed.
Because this whole plan, this situation, this escape, it was all fake. A plot. They really were just… characters in a skit.
Jax felt betrayed that everything was a lie.
Pomni said they were all real, too. Zooble said the same thing to Gangle.
So imagine his surprise when Jax, outnumbered, was right about their whole situation. Not only was the escape plan a phony, but on a basic fundamental level, his mentality — realizing that they’re all characters in the focus — is the only way.
The circus doesn’t let them escape. It doesn’t let them be real. Neither did the adventure, which rewarded playing along. Because the characters in Caine’s circus would never choose to leave.
He refused to hold Pomni’s hand, to show vulnerability or be a friend, especially after their recent fight.
This would’ve been his last act of vulnerability before coming back to the real world, had their plan been true. His last chance to be good to her before they were ripped back into the world.
They couldn’t leave, though.
He was right again. Would’ve just regretted his actions even more if he did choose to hold her hand. Because why act so serious anyway? What are they preparing for?
Nothing. So no need to abandon their established roles!
Jax never wanted to be right. He was self aware enough to know that his logic was fallible. He didn’t like his conclusion either. So when it was confirmed?
…
He was horrified when he realized he chose to stay.
While they were all trying to figure out how to make sure what the correct choice would be to allow them to leave, he forced everyone to stay. Whether it was guilt, terror, or confusion at himself, this expression shows that it wasn’t just play.
He pushed that button because he wanted to stay.
He didn’t “jokingly” choose to stay.
Wasn’t following a script or a skit.
Wasn’t just deflecting, either.
He thought that blue button would bring him home — and he refused to hit it.
Whatever was out there, he didn’t wanna go. Caine was right! He really would just rather stay in the circus.
This begs the question; what is out there?
“What’s the rush, you got someone waiting for you outside?”
“Don’t you?”
“Y-yeah…”
He asked that so flippantly. As if it’d be ridiculous to assume that someone would be out there waiting for any of than.
Maybe he’s the one who did something. Maybe he can’t face his mistake. There’s no one out there waiting for him. That’s might be the thing he really can’t face.
Or it has something to do with this. To put it bluntly: it looks like a little girls room.
Now, was it just made to match his avatar? Or was his avatar and his room meant to represent something about himself? Something he doesn’t want to share with anyone? A secret.
How bad could his secret be?
Jax deflects in the bar when he’s asked about his life, but so did Zooble.
Refused to show what happens when he holds his breathe, too, but that’s such a minor thing.
It’s clear that no one else in the circus knows. Or they do, but they’re down in the cellar.
Looks like his only friends are stuck here anyway. Why would he want to leave them?



















