Been taking a turn in life lately, i have many days where I turn a blind eye to the situation, everyday there is someone judging me on my past, they think im still that same person I was before but never try to take the chance to actually learn about the man I am today. I stood by people's side, have done many favors for people and just been screwed over time after time by the same people, the same people still judging me. Even during my darkest moments, people may have not known I was dealing with a mental battle, but once they did, no one was there to actually check up on me, actually hear what was going on, ask if I needed help, advice, or just be in my company. All I ever heard was go fix that situation over there. And thats why I keep to myself, never asking for help from anyone, because why reach out for help to the same people that are just going to screw me over again and again and again. I kept fighting for the success of my life, im not letting anyone mess that up anymore. I have my kids I have to keep shining for, no more setback, only forward progress, because they want the best of me as much as I want the best if them. 40 chapters of my life written and felt every heartbreak since the beginning
