LIBIDO - Fucking wild yall! Like can the horny train please calm down! lol
FAT REDISTRIBUTION - This one was mostly me realizing how much fat has moved off of my inner thighs! I hadn't even been looking for it and then suddenly happened to notice while bathing! Not sure it gave me euphoria or anything, but it was interesting to see where all the fat redistributes from!
MUSCLE MASS/BUILD UP - I'm trying a new/higher protein intake as well as more physical activity (working out/moving around more/etc) in hopes that I can FINALLY start putting on actual muscle! I am also attempting to see if doing these two things will help my chesticles get even just a LITTLE more smaller/more shaped like pecs if possible? Will keep yall updated if this happens (i dont have a BIG chest but not a SMALL one either so I'm not sure how successful this will be!
VOICE CHANGE - HOLY MOLY! I CAN'T REALLY TELL when just hearing myself speak, but with recorderings and such it's VERY obvious how deep my voice has gotten! It's actually happened a LOT faster than I thought it would!
BOTTOM GROWTH - Nada, but that's okay, maybe soon!
SKIN OILINESS/ACNE - I got bad bacne but in the sense there's a lot, not in the sense it's all...big and popping and such lmao
HAIR - I dunno, it's just doing it's own thing. My facial hair is growing in gloriously, the left side seems to be getting darker while the right side is still lighter. Wtf lmao
APPETITE - Hard to tell cause of the new low sugar/low caffiene/more protein, etc thing I'm doing! But I'm definitely a hungry a lot!
BODY TEMPERATURE - Has calmed down some, thankfully. I got soooo tired of being hot all the time lol
SWEAT - Has also calmed down, thankfully just in time for warmer weather.
SMELL - Not noticeable really, probably cause of the less sweating lmao
OTHER:
No period since July 1st
In the process of trying to decide if I want to pay for top surgery or put that money toward my fiancee and I getting our own house. It's the constant struggle of "no dysphoria right now, but maybe dysphoria later"
the baby is a few days shy of ten months and man oh man this stage rocks. he’s SO silly and curious and social! he likes to imitate your gestures and is very into handing you objects so you’ll tell him thank you and hand them back. my mom says he talks like he’s having a conversation with you, just long strings of syllables delivered with all the conviction and emotional inflection of a “real” sentence. he remembers where all the forbidden items in the house are (upstairs dog water bowl, box of wires, downstairs dog water bowl, plant stand, box of dog toys, hallway nightlight) and if you sit him down at one end of the house he will immediately start motoring towards the nearest forbidden object at top crawl speeds to try to get there before you clock where he’s heading. when I pick him up at daycare he spots me across the room, gives me his gummy little :] smile, and starts scooting towards me as fast as he can, hooting “OO OOO OOOO!!!” as loud as he can the whole way. when he’s in a new place and feeling a little shy but wants to engage with someone he will make the oo shape with his mouth at first without making any noise, and then if this is well received he will say oo oo ooo to them in the tiniest little voice. he eats with gusto and has yet to meet a food he dislikes except for arugula. if you are doing something else and he wants you to pay attention to him he will crawl over to you and headbutt your shin repeatedly with his big bald noggin. if this does not work he WILL escalate to chomping or licking your leg. sometimes when I am cooking he will drag his toy box over so he can sit up with his back pressed against my legs and play with his toys. right now his most beloved objects are this little set of musical instruments I got him, especially the baby tambourine and the recorder, which he cannot figure out how to play but will turn over and over in his hands trying to figure out how I made it make those sounds. his other favorite toy is the keyboard. he loves to mash the buttons until it plays one of its prerecorded tracks and then he alternately jams out to it (rocks back and forth to the beat on his hands and knees) and smashes the keys to contribute his own beautiful harmonies. in fact he loves the keyboard so much that as soon as he finishes his morning bottle he starts hooting and squirming to be let down so he can crawl down the hallway to his beloved piano. he’s just starting to pull up on things and is finally interested in standing up on his unbelievably chonky little baby feet. I can’t wait for him to walk I think it’s going to be so fun. learning to crawl has opened up a whole new world to him and I cannot WAIT until he can totter around outside. we are going to spend so much time exploring in the woods!!! anyway he rocks life rocks I love this little guy
