@Regranned from @cairotriumph - As my offseason is winding down I find myself looking back at pictures from my Jr USA & Nationals preps. I try to remember how I was feeling, what I was thinking at that time, and how I can be better as my pro debut prep approaches. Jr. USA was a hard show for me mentally and physically. At that time it was my best package to date (Miami BLEW this look out the water), but I felt like 💩 half the time, couldn't sleep, had anxiety, and had complications from an outstanding health issue post show. Mentally I was done too and I had to come to terms with the fact that it just wasn't my time yet. I wasn't ready to be a IFBB Pro mentally. And that nearly broke me. I had to literally change my approach to everything. And once I faced my issues, I felt like Superwoman. We all have a story that drives our dreams. WHAT'S YOUR STORY????? #throwbackthursday #hardbodyfitnessptg #shoulders #bodybuilding #terrysangels #focus #npcnationals #diet #champion #glutes #fitnessmotivation #legs #southbeach #concreterose #biceps #ifbbfigure #contestprep #shredded #ifbbpro #tbt #ifbbfigure #miami #femaleathlete #girlswholift #girlswithtattoos #figurecompetitor #girlswithmuscles #bikini #nationalphysiquecommittee #fitnessmodel #cheatmeal