#thanksfacebook

[lycheepink]

Puedo decir que odio a Shinji pero no que odio al puto de Shinji... Que wea Facebook... #thanksfacebook https://www.instagram.com/p/CCOw454lVh0/?igshid=14lvt1kaeixgq

[tikhonovtrainingcamp]

"When life brings big winds of change that almost blow you over, close your eyes, hang on tight, and believe!" 🌬👸🏼✨❤️ #hadtorepost #memories #repost #thanksfacebook #quote #wind #closeyoureyes #hangontight #believe #change #strong #selfie #blonde #blackandwhite #russian #livinglife #flashback #throwback #loveit #tikhonov #tikhonovstyle #tikhonovtrainingcamp #makeitagreatday (at Los Gatos, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cbf3B9kPxqi/?utm_medium=tumblr

[whatmustardmade]

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I just got advertised to in my own Facebook feed by my own business page 🤣🤩🤣 #ThanksFacebook! #WhatMustardMade #WeMakeYarn #StitchMarkers (at Ryton, Tyne and Wear) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEIJvrEBTYg/?igshid=gqsy231vcgej

[gefnet]

#BoostWithFacebook #LeadersNetwork #swag #Facebook #ThanksFacebook #ImNewHere #FoundingMember #SmallBusiness #smallbusinessowners #smallbusinesscommunity #givethanks #mattoonillinois #ColesCounty (at Mattoon, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6jOT4MBjMD/?igshid=g7gy14473evs

[carlvdupre]

Something of mine is performing well but only Mark Zuckerberg knows what it is #thanksfacebook #selfpromotion #markzuckerberg (at Coventry, Rhode Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0JoqljH3Oi/?igshid=eh1z4feuwvy9

[melneedsakidney]

I don't know when @facebook implemented this option but is anyone else as excited as I am that they gave us the ability to report "false news" aka #FakeNews? #ThanksFacebook #AllYallGettinReported #LoL (at Cape Coral, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt54yjFHd9q/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ndwz37xi31tr

[kimaandkwame-blog]

Flash Back Fridayyyyyy. 4 Years ago today I was taking in the NYC skyline from Brooklyn baby. Ive always loved Brooklyn Bridge Park especially at night. So beautiful. 😋 #Fbf #brooklyn #nyc #thatonetimeinmylifewhen 💚 #thanksFacebook 😘 (at Brooklyn Promenade) https://www.instagram.com/p/BV9pwoPDqAR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vqe6fss74krp

[pondlifewritings-blog]

Facebook memories

We all have them and even if we decide to turn them off, they still occasionally decide to pop on. This year I decided to have them on, it's made me realise how much I have grown as a person. I used to bait my partners on there, right vague statuses looking for attention, I used to have full on conversations on my wall (don't remember if messenger existed). For the past 4 years I don't post as much I upload my photos and so PSA but actual posting I don't really do. It's amazing how Facebook can connect and make you feel lonely all at the same time but anyway I'm rambling.

The past week the memories have subconsciously been fucking with me and my relationship on the 21/9/09 I got engaged or I think that was the date of it. My boyfriend at the time proposed to me and I felt I had to accept so I did. The love I had for him was passion I had never felt but I didn't believe in marriage after my parents failed one and especially not at my age 20. After a while of being engaged I got used to the idea and was like yes this will work we can get married in 5 years and we will be together forever and no bitch can get in our way.

Now stupid me didn't believe the rumors he was flirting with other chicks and pretty much emotionally cheating on me with my friends. One of my friends played strip poker with him.whilst I was asleep in the next room as I was sick. One friend and him discussed how they were the perfect couple and he should break up with me and months before this one acquaintance (his ex) as such claimed she had slept with him and was pregnant. Now I didn't believe them about the flirting or the sleeping as 1) he was supposedly a virgin when he met me 2) my friends wouldn't do that 3) he was the love of my life and he told me he hadn't

Now a day after we got engaged the friend that was having an emotional relationship with me told me I had to listen to her that he was a sleaze and a liar and that his ex could prove it. His ex was pregnant but wouldn't get a paternity test so I put it down to bitches being jealous that I got him. This spectacular guy who had never worked a day in his life who I fucking supported. We discussed our future and how we should just move away from it all. We decided to move to Perth. All sounded like a fairy tale.

He went to Perth to find a job, a house and to set us up whilst I worked and once I quit my job I would fly over there. I was supporting him whilst he was over there whilst I was getting abusive messages from him about how could I expect him to do it all and how comes I still got to live the good life.

He then dumped me on the 23rd of December.

He then got with another girl 2 weeks later and a month after we broke up I found out he had also slept with his best friends girlfriend. I also was finally ready to read all the conversations he had had with all these chicks when we were together(my sister had them all). Funny enough I lost a lot of friends over it all and I became a shell of any kind of self I had ever been but I still loved him.

He moved back here in April/May, I started sleeping with him and believing his lies, he just wanted to sort himself out before we got back together. Him and his housemate had a falling out and she told me the truth he was still sleeping with the ex (the one he knocked up) and she was pregnant again. I left and he moved back to Perth. September that year he started messaging me again telling me he loved me, missed me etc. I was falling for it all over again. Turned out he had a new girlfriend well actually he was engaged again, I realised I couldn't do what had been done to me to another chick. I ended it and sent her the messages, they stayed together for I believe at least another 6 months and I was finally done.

The life lessons that all taught me and fucked with me were endless and I have to admit his family was amazing to me and I should of given them an explanation to why I ghosted but I couldn't.

So now why am I bringing all this up it happened 8/9 Years ago how can it possibly effect me now.

Fun fact I'm engaged again. I trust this guy more than you can ever imagine, I love him more than anything but yet here I am again engaged.

Now I proposed and all I can think about is fuck what if all or any of that happens. He has an extremely close friendship with my sister, I don't know what he does online when his on steam, I don't know the conversations that happen. What if I lose the love of my life?