Ilya who acts like sex is just sex is the one who is being so damn gentle with shane. “this okay? is this okay? are you okay?” he acts like sex is just this meaningless thing but he’s the one who is constantly asking Shane if they can fuck. I’m sorry if you’re homeless but can we please fuck? Ilya “iT’s JuSt SeX” Rozanov trying to play it cool but you know this means the world to him. he’s trying to coat it with his Ilya essence and act like it’s not a big deal. it’s been a big deal from the start because Ilya has been serious about Shane from the start. he just can’t think about another thing that he cannot have. so it’s easier to say “it’s just fucking Hollander, don’t make it a big deal” instead of having “I’ve been dreaming of fucking this man since we met. I wonder how many times he could come in an hour” thoughts
