Hey Alex,
You're probably not gunna see this, but worth a shot. Basically I just wanted to say that I'm very content with the way you're handling everything that's been happening. I can see that you're a very logical person and trying to look at everything logically and rationally before just throwing yourself at a situation trying to fix it. But that's the thing, feelings aren't rational. Those girls feel they have been wronged :( and even though you probably never knew, like you said, it doesn't change they way they feel. Unfortunately feelings are very complex and it will probably be a long time before this whole mob mentality dies down. The people don't want your rationality and your reasoning because you're dealing with feelings here. I'd suggest an open apology to show how you FEEL about the situation rather than what you THINK of it.
In saying that, I still think that you've made some terrible decisions in your life, some really bad disgusting ones, but I do believe in the goodness of people. I also understand the variant nature of perspectives and 'truth" etc. Maybe take this whole situation as more of a lesson than a punishment. Let your conscience become more prominent in your day to day decisions rather than your need to rationalise and interpret everything. In saying that I still think the way you made those girls feel is completely inexcusable, for the moment, but I just wanted to let you know that the people just need a way to react and let out their stuff and emotions.
Your whole nonchalant attitude about losing Charlie and your other friends are also seen as very...how do I put it...it basically seems like you don't care about anyone but yourself. Which to an extent is true, since your channel and you as a person is completely based on making your own self happy, as you have said in videos. This is GREAT when you're talking about day to day stuff and expressing yourself when people you DON"T CARE ABOUT judge you, but not when it's your friends. Not when it's as big as this. When it comes to things like this, a little discipline, a little taming of your desires to make other people happy ISN'T a bad thing.
Sometimes you need to compromise who you are to get to who you want to become.
take care, and don't disappoint the very few fans you have left xx
