CLOSETED LESBIAN LAMOOOOO
This is Cider. Another oc but this is another deer like nulla.
Ciders a Manipulative Daydreamer. (this drawing is actually her daydreaming/ her in her own mind. also it was apart of a art support collab on insta.)
Cider has trouble talking to others. she is often quiet but on the inside shes stressed and overwhelmed by feeling alone. She wants to find a mate but is having issues, the main buck on the heard made it very clear that he likes her, but she doesn't feel the same. She feels nothing for him and is constantly asked why by other does.
She starts daydreaming about her "perfect Boy." And she seems content with this daydream, often escaping to it due to the stress and guilt for not picking the big buck, which makes her feel more guilt and makes the other does judge her more causing her to escape to her "perfect boy"
That's when she finds Nulla. Nulla finds her fascinating as shes never seen a deer before. nulla just found someone who looks JUST like her. (Well almost of course)
Cider feels her eyes often lean toward her, she finds herself oddly hoping that nulla never finds a mate herself so her and nulla can be "Alone together" whenever she's with nulla her "perfect boy" disappears from her mind, she feels calm round Nulla.
Cider has issues coming to the terms that shes queer, as shes a deer who never saw the possibility and its rather frowned upon. But Nulla Knows the moment she started spending time with cider, that this was a strong love that she shouldn't ignore.
Cider doesn't accept Nulla or rather herself. she doesn't have the strength to tell nulla this because well, cider does love her. And nulla is very attached and kind to her.
its like "I am fond of you, you are wonderful! i cant imagine a day without you <3" "huh.. is she flirting with me or just being nice?" But with more angst involved
