I was thinking about the moment in Mermen when Ed, Zheng and Stede run into Jackie’z bar and find the British navy just dropping dead in front of them. Stede’s response - “Is that us doing that?” It is funny because what kind of powers does he think the three of them have?
But what if Stede means, “Is that me doing that?”
People seem to drop dead in front of him, usually right after he’s been told he’s monstrous…
Chauncey’s death, in particular, is horrific for Stede. He is apparently so awful he causes an experienced, high-ranking naval officer to fall over his own feet and shoot himself in the face.
Stede thinks he is the cause of Chauncey’s death, quite literally (we see that in the flashback during the drinking episode in Bridgetown). And to understand that, is to add another layer as to why he runs from Ed.
The doubts are written all over Stede’s face as they plan to run to China. It’s certainly the guilt of leaving his family, but also thinking he has brought Ed ‘to ruin’.
And now, as he lets out that awful scream as Chauncey lies on the ground, he has evidence if he goes to the dock, at some point, Ed, the greatest tactician on the ocean, is probably going to trip also and Darwin himself. Because of proximity to Stede.
Stede’s conversation with Mary once back in Bridgetown is like a CBT session in which he challenges the thought he will destroy Ed. Through Mary’s words, he is able to bring to the forefront evidence of the sunshine Ed and he shared. To see it was beautiful, not harmful, and that his love for Ed won’t hurt, but uplift, and contribute to both their healing.
Nigel, Chauncey, subsequently the British navy, die at the hands of their own hubris, brought about through a dangerous mix of toxic masculinity, and belief in their own cultural supremacy - not through proximity to a femme man. In some cases, Stede might be the final catalyst, but he isn’t the original source or the agency. Stede is really just witness to their self-destructive bigotry coming to fruition - “around” when it happens.
As they run into Jackie’s bar from the battlefield in the finale, “Is that us doing that?” is a funny line. Yet like many things in OFMD, it’s double-edged, possibly a hangover from Stede’s past. Of course, it could also be increased confidence from the battlefield win, and good for Stede if it is.
At least Stede said, ‘Us.’ He has friends now. But it definitely isn’t you at all, this time, Stede.
Jackie’s got this.
















