I feel grief. At the two events I am part of.
I grieve at HCGTA for how close we are and then how far we become.
For Battleships.
I don’t know how to say it to my team. And I don’t know if anyone else feels that way.
I have given my all and my whole being into it and then we will end and I will see my team in passing but never the way we are now. I know that we will know each other but gods I will miss them. I woke up today and just felt grief.
I guess it is mourning.
I never grieve fully, not in the way it is normally portrayed.
I really really hope we all find each other again.
-an endling
babes you know that no one's blocking you, right? even though battleships will shut down and hibernate, you can still talk to people! keep chatting, do sprints, make AUs together--nothing has to end unless you let it!
please. for me. keep your connections. don't let them fade away. make sure you friend all of your teammates, add them to group chats or other servers, create special little projects with them!







