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the trials of aphrodite • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @milswrites (unrequited love, so much pining)
unrequited love | part two • azriel x reader
↳ by @lyssasdrafts (angst)
a field of dandelions • azriel x witch!reader
↳ by @prythianpages (made my heart warm, some angst, smut)
bloodied bonds | sinner’s sacrifice • azriel x rhysand’s sister!reader
↳ by @ellievickstar (hanahaki au, angst)
if it all fell • azriel x reader
↳ by @pellucid-constellations (angst, comfort, i feel for azriel :()
the silent one | 2 | 3 | 4 | azriel x fem!oc
↳ by @feyreswaterybowels (found family, slowburn, angst, fluff, comfort, mute!oc, tw: past sa)
lonesome | part 2 • azriel x reader
↳ by @assassinsblade (angst)
ocean eyes • azriel x reader
↳ by @redheadspark (very fluffy, angsty at times, smut, dad!azriel)
crush • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingcroissant (so so fluffy, smut)
i laugh like me again… she laughs like you | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 • azriel x reader
↳ by @azrielbrainrot (very angsty, grief, violence, torture)
was any of it true? | full throttle | alt. ending • badboy!azriel x goodgirl!reader
↳ by @flickering-chandelier (modern au, angst, happy ending, smut)
pushed to the edge • azriel x seer!reader
↳ by @stormhearty (oh boy hurt me so good)
baker!reader x azriel
↳ by @imaginesmai (so fluffyyy)
and so, the stars aligned | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 • azriel x archeron!reader
↳ by @offthepages
finding home • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @parkerslatte
sweet like sugar • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingsbychlo (fluff, angst, smut)
ONE-SHOTS - BLURBS - HC’S
tiny shadows • azriel x reader
↳ by @xmalfoyweasleyx (fluff)
his shadows know • azriel x reader
↳ by @daycourtofficial (fluff)
he feels safe with you • azriel x reader
↳ by @florencemtrash (warm, fuzzy fluff)
the quiet between • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @thewulf (mean!az, angst, fluff)
you drew stars around my scars • azriel x reader
↳ by @flickering-chandelier (fluff, slight angst)
arcane • azriel x death god!reader
↳ by @serpentandlily (fluff, tw: alludes to sa)
butterfly kisses • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @itsswritten (fluff, suggestive)
threads of hazel • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @itsswritten (oh beautiful angst)
laborious activities • azriel x reader
↳ by @writingcroissant (fluff and labour things)
marriage-life • azriel x reader
↳ by @delulustateofmind (sooo fluffy)
baby blanket • azriel x reader
↳ by @sapphicmsmarvel (fluff)
implode • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @daydreaming-nerd (really angsty)
blinded • azriel x reader
↳ by @lady-of-tearshed (oh so angsty, unrequited love)
scartlet-tipped secrets; peonies, for you • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @angelshadowsinger (hanahaki au, unrequited love, angst)
totally annoying and not funny at all • azriel x reader
↳ by @sillymercury (fluff, little angst, literally idiots in love)
never yours • azriel x reader (lucien x reader)
↳ by @really-fanny-longbottom (angst, stupid azriel tbh, fluff)
let me keep you company • azriel x reader
↳ by @utterlyazriel (so so fluffy)
you found me • azriel x reader
↳ by @pit-and-the-pen (angst, blood, comfort)
pretty little shadowsinger • azriel x reader
↳ by @illyrianbitch (fluff)
happy ending • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @milswrites (fluff and a little angst)
pancake • azriel x reader
↳ by @acotarxreader (fluff, comfort, tw: panic attack)
domestic bliss • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @bat-boys (very fluffy, slightly suggestive)
and yesterday you were here with me • azriel x reader
↳ by @dawneternal (angst, comfort, tw: miscarriage)
(what if?) all i need is you • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @empiresofstorm (whipped azriel, comfort, fluff)
baby mine • azriel x reader
↳ by @thisblogisaboutabook (angst, comfort, fluff, tws: sa and trauma)
calypso • azriel x reader
↳ by @solbaby7 (fav kind of female rage, mentions of blood)
the girl who cheated death • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @utterlyotterlyx (fluff)
the tormented & the unforgiven • azriel x reader
↳ by @lucysstoryworld (very angsty, graphic torture)
tattoos older than you • azriel x archeron!reader
↳ by @surielstea (age-gap, suggestive)
“you were flirting with me?” • azriel x fem!reader
↳ by @thehighladywrites (suggestive, fluff, humour)
A lot of flowers especially the beautiful ones are actually extremely poisonous. Behind the delicate beauty of the flower is a lethal danger. A bit like Elain who is known as the most beautiful of the three sisters. She is beautiful but can be deadly! We have mostly seen Elain as she is trying to come to terms with all she has gone through so haven’t had much of a chance to see her shine yet as a fae.
She is an avid gardener so she definitely knows which flowers would be dangerous and why. No one would suspect the beautiful, delicate and gentle Elain to be a skilled poisoner. She would be a great help to the night court if she ever teamed up with Azriel and became a part of his network of spies and agents. Why hide her away when the best spies can hide in plain sight.
We know she can be deadly when she needs to. After all she stabbed the king of Hybern in the neck to save Nesta, Cassian and the whole world. All with Azriel’s help. He gave her truth teller and she came out of his shadows to stab the king.
With more encouragement from Azriel I think Elain would be a great help to the night court in the future. It would help her come to terms with everything by giving her another purpose to focus on. Cementing her place even further in the night court and showing how essential she is. She can be both healer and poisoner.
The spy master hasn’t hinted at having a poison master. Yet!
Azriel can hide in the shadows but Elain can hide in the light.
Summary: A female Shadowsinger finds herself amidst the Inner Circle as the High Lord of the Night Court offers her a job - emissary to the Illyrians. As she navigates her trauma through training with Cassian, the Inner Circle dealing with the incoming threat from Hybern, the other known Shadowsinger catches her eye.
18+ only - Minors DNI
❤️🔥 indicates smut
Disclaimer: I do not own SJM’s characters, only the ones I create for the purpose of this story. This is a work of fiction. I do not give permission to repost my work on any other platform or medium. Please be respectful.
“She is my mate.” The male’s eyes flashed with horror and understanding, and that feeling chased him towards his death, “And your High Lord will burn for what he’s done.”
Five months later…
“Where is she?” The Shadowsinger stalked forward, silent as the dead and just as unfeeling.
The Autumn Court warrior at least had the sense to tremble when The Shadowsinger came near. But he kept his red-cracked lips shut, golden eyes shining with hatred.
“Bastard.” He sneered, spitting on Azriel’s polished boot.
“I said.” A shadow darted out from his side, grabbing a fistful of matted tawny hair and wrenching it back. His skin was thin, so translucent that Azriel traced the flow of his blood in his purple veins with dead eyes. “Where. Is. She?” Every word was emphasized with a violent jerk.
He’d gone to visit you last week, carrying your favorite chocolates from Velaris and hoping for a far sweeter kiss in return. Instead your workshop had been in ruins. Swords shattered and the fire burnt out. For the first time, the room had been cold and unlit.
Azriel had only found the pathetic male in front of him, kneeling on the ground and uselessly tugging at the sword which refused to move - Sunseeker.
Azriel held it now in his hands, the pale, yellow glow sharpening the shadows beneath his eyes and the elegantly cruel cut of his jaw.
It had been a risk trying to pick up the sword, but the weapon had sung to him and his shadows, calling out for him to wield it instead of the unworthy Autumn Court male. Azriel was no replacement for its real master - he was no replacement for you - but Sunseeker willed it and he obeyed.
“Is there truly no one else capable of wielding it?” Azriel asked, sitting so close to you that your knees and elbows brushed against one another. He didn’t have the courage to kiss you just yet, but gods did he want to. And with the hours he’d spent looking at and dreaming about your lips, he was certain he had a good idea what you tasted like.
“Her.” You corrected, holding the sword up to the steady stream of sunlight that spilled through the slats in the ceiling. Pressed against the light, the sword appeared almost transparent - as if made of glass.
Azriel smiled. You liked to name and personify every tool, weapon, and piece of equipment you owned, as if you had a secret third eye that allowed you to see into the lives of inanimate objects. He wanted to believe it was true - it was the only way he could explain the wonders you produced with your bare hands.
“There is one other person capable of such a thing,” You hesitated to tell him, but ultimately finished. “My mate.”
All at once Azriel’s heart fell into free fall, prepared to crash through the cradle of his bones and into the floor. His face, marvelously, betrayed nothing.
“Your mate.” He stole his gaze away, focusing on a very interesting speck of dust on the counter, “They’re lucky.” He murmured, drawing away.
You snorted, shaking your head. “Not lucky enough.” You sheathed the blade, returning it to its new place on the wall, “They haven’t found me yet.”
“Oh.” A flicker of hope filled his chest - dangerous and unwieldy. “Is that… is that something you want? A mate? ” Azriel wondered aloud before his mind could trap the words. He cringed, shaking his head in self-disappointment.
What a stupid question. Everyone wanted to find their mate. Everyone. He himself had been obsessed with the concept for hundreds of years. He had thought he’d find his mate in Mor, and then Elain, he had even thought he felt something more than friendship for Gwyn.
But more recently the idea had faded into the recesses of his mind. More recently the worst of his thoughts had fallen silent, and it was all thanks to you.
“Maybe,” You considered it, “Maybe not.” You sighed, sinking back into your seat. You rubbed at a metal coin on the benchtop, feeling the oil gather on its surface and taint your fingers grey, “My parents were mates. They didn’t love each other though. Not really.”
“I’m sorry, Y/n.”
You shook your head and shook off his sympathy.
“I don’t know if I want a mate…”
You pulled your chair closer and reached out, delicately beginning to drag your fingertips over the ridges and valleys of Azriel’s scars. His heart stopped when you picked up his hands and gently kissed them, your calloused fingertips rolling over his ruined skin.
“But there is something I definitely want.” You revealed, looking at him with more feeling than you ever had before.
You’d been scraping by on lingering touches and reserved smiles and momentary glances that spoke of more than friendship. But it wasn’t enough. It had never been enough, not since the moment he’d walked into your workroom. You felt like a woman starved, deprived of something that you hadn’t even tasted yet. It was a terrible pain to want something you didn’t even understand the nature of.
Azriel wasn’t everything. He wasn’t the air you needed to breathe. He wasn’t every piece of joy that life could bring. But he was the bright touch of color in the world that made everything that came before seem dull. And you didn’t want to live in greyscale anymore.
Azriel swallowed thickly, his hands instinctively falling to your waist and pulling you into his lap. “Whatever it is you want, Y/n - anything at all - I’ll give it to you.” He whispered reverently, closing his eyes when you pressed your forehead against his, “I swear it on my life.”
It was such sweet torture feeling you pressed against him with your hands caressing his throat. You smelled like woodsmoke and citrus. Heady, sweet, and clean all at the same time.
“Just you, Az. I just want you.”
He couldn’t handle it anymore. He tightened his grip on you, swallowing your little gasp of surprise with his lips.
Time was molten metal. Cooling, slowing, and warping around your hands as you molded it to your liking, so you could savor this moment for as long as possible.
Little did you know, your mate had found you. And he would find you again. Nothing but the crashing of the stars and the splitting of the earth would keep him from fulfilling this promise.
Azriel’s eyes darkened.
“Three of you were sent to take Y/n.” Azriel stalked around the male, slipping in and out of eyesight without warning. The male pulled at his chains and the ring of his futile efforts echoed throughout the dungeon.
“She put up a fight.” Azriel emerged from the male’s left, shooting out an arm so quickly that the pain followed after the fall of blood down his freckled cheeks.
Azriel cleaned Truth-Teller on his forearm nonchalantly, continuing his ambiguous path. If it weren’t for the hard cruelty in his eyes and the knife in his hands, he would look… normal. As if he were doing the grocery instead of slowly butchering a fae alive. He’d already taken three fingers and four toes.
The male began to shake.
“I saw the blood in the shop. It wasn’t yours, and it wasn’t hers.”
Another arm shot out, followed by a scream. The male grappled for an ear that was no longer there, feeling the blood drip down his arms from the stump.
“I DON’T KNOW!” The male cried out, curling in on himself, “I don’t know.” He repeated miserably.
“What don’t you know?” Azriel asked. His countenance said he was bored, but inside he was barely holding on by a thread. His shadows begged to be released and scattered across all of Prythian until you were returned home. They wanted chaos and pain - anything to distract from your aching absence.
Let us handle this. They hissed. We can take him. We’ll get the information. We’ll get everything. Let us-
Azriel shushed them, and they obeyed, falling to the edges of his consciousness and the edges of his body.
“What don’t you know?” Azriel leaned forward, some sick, twisted part of him relishing in the way the male flinched.
“I-I don’t know where she is. I don’t even know why he wanted her. Just some no-name artificer from-”
“Who wanted her?”
The male paled further until his skin was as pallid as moonlight on lakewater.
“WHO?!”
“THE HIGH LORD!” He whimpered, shuffling away from Azriel’s encroaching footsteps. The chains scuffed the ground and then clanged when he reached the end of his length, trailing blood. “Ber-Beron wanted her.”
Azriel stilled, his insides turning cold.
There were dozens of reasons why Beron might want you as his prisoner. Your talents alone made you worth a thousand men. But if Beron had any awareness of what you meant to him?
Azriel gritted his teeth. “For what purpose?” He growled.
The male’s dull eyes closed in defeat. He was as good as dead. He could only hope the rumours were true and that the Night Court were not the devils they pretended to be. Then, and only then, might he be offered the option of a violently quick end.
“He heard rumours of an artificer - a female artificer - capable of crafting weapons that could be bonded to a single wielder. He’s been searching for years now.” He shook his bloodied locks, “We thought…We thought it would be another dead end. Another body to bury. We didn’t think-” He choked on his words, trailing off into silence.
Azriel crouched down, dragging the Truth-Teller down the male’s face like a sculptor ready to carve a piece of marble down.
One wrong breath, one flinch, and he’d draw blood.
“Finish what you were going to say.” His hazel eyes cut deep.
He swallowed, “We didn’t think… we didn’t think she was anyone important.”
Azriel’s eyes were swallowed up by shadows until they hardened into two marble stones.
The male held his breath, feeling an oppressive power start to press down on him. Suffocating. Cold. Lethal. Darkness shoved him to the floor, crushing his ribs until they splintered and snapped.
“That was your mistake,” Azriel growled, “She is someone important. More important than you will ever be.” With a flash of blue and black, he buried Truth-Teller into the male’s chest all the way down to the hilt.
A shock of surprise and pain flooded the male’s face, and before the expression could dissipate, Azriel leaned in close enough to smell the blood pooling on his tongue and dripping down his chin.
“She is my mate.” The male’s eyes flashed with horror and understanding, and that feeling chased him towards his death, “And your High Lord will burn for what he’s done.”
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His shadows roiled in frustration, climbing up his legs and arms like fire greedily chasing after oxygen. They weren’t happy about being denied a kill, and every moment Azriel kept them on a leash, the more irritable they became. Their devotion to you was second only to Azriel. Even then, they would hesitate to disappoint you, even if it meant going against their master.
Soon. He promised them. Soon.
Azriel’s silhouette was carved out of the fabric of the night sky, shadows curling around his arms and wings as he stayed low, pooling his power to keep them all hidden. Cassian and Eris lay on the ground beside him, arms and wings tucked in close.
Autumn lay like a sleeping giant all around them, sighing with a breath that had mist floating up from slick, damp earth covered in leaves. Azriel was grateful for the weather, the rain disguised the curling of their breath in the air and masked their footsteps when they crossed over from Spring. Night and mist were a Shadowsinger’s dream.
The ground rose steadily in front of them, trees only daring to inch halfway up the hill as if they too could taste the magic in the air. All the trees - save for the godstree that marked the crest of the hill and snaked its thundering hand towards the sky in a knobby, clenched fist.
Icaryon Hill was one of Autumn’s most highly guarded secrets, and like the Forest House, it hid all its treasures and prisoners underground.
Azriel leaned down, pressing his ear to the ground and straining his ears for anything. Anything at all.
Eris smirked at him, reveling in the way Azriel bristled and bared his teeth. He would never let the Shadowsinger forget how he’d become desperate enough to swallow his pride and ask him for help.
Cassian looked equally displeased at the Lordling’s presence. “I hope your information isn’t as useless as the rest of you.”
“Careful who you call useless, Bastard,” Eris drawled, choosing his words very carefully, “Or else I might have to leave you and your pretty little artificer for the dogs.”
Cassian had to stop himself from wringing his pale, slender neck, but Azriel - for once in his life - didn’t have that much self control.
He shot forward, wrapping one scarred hand around Eris’s throat and slamming his head back into the ground, pushing down until he sank six inches into the damp soil.
Eris’s eyes flashed with something like triumph and curiosity. Nevermind that the Shadowsinger was currently crushing his ribs with his knee, or that Truth Teller was starting to leave a thin line of blood on his neck.
Azriel hated him, and the piece he hated most was that even when Eris was down, he had a way of making himself out to be the biggest person in the room.
“Az, that’s enough,” Cassian hissed. His eyes kept swiveling back up to the hill, “Let him go.”
Eris had warned them there would be a narrow window of time between the changing of the guards. The belly of Icaryon Hill was so expertly warded that no one - not even the High Lord - was capable of winnowing in. At some unknown time three guards would slip out and three guards would slip in, all winnowing to the gate hidden in the base of the godstree. One - and only one - of the males would have the key necessary to enter and exit and they’d have to unlock the gate in twenty seconds or risk triggering an alarm. If any blood was spilled on the earth, internal alarms within the Forest House would trigger the arrival of a squadron of gorgons capable of turning flesh to rock with a single touch.
That meant in order to evade the wards they’d have to winnow up the hill, kill six highly-trained males without bloodshed, and find the key in less than twenty seconds if they wanted even the smallest chance of getting you out.
Cassian knew this and it made his stomach turn.
Eris knew this and it made him cocky.
“Interesting.” Eris said, tilting his head with a smug smile on his face, “The Artificer, huh? Was that doe-eyed seer not enough for you?”
Azriel began to heave with rage, eyes turning pure black. It was enough to scare even Cas. Azriel had been on edge for weeks since you’d gone missing, but Cass had never seen him so… so unhinged.
Azriel had traded in his icy rage for a darker, more visceral variety capable of driving him to madness.
And Eris was not making things better.
He continued to goad him, “Maybe she ran away? I wouldn’t blame her.”
“Eris, shut the fuck up.” Cassian growled, “When are the guards changing?”
Eris ignored him, concentrating on the Shadowsinger. Azriel may have been the one to approach him for help, but that didn’t mean he was going to waste an opportunity to advance his own agenda.
It was funny. Everyone said The Shadowsinger was near unreadable - cold as a statue and as unfeeling as steel. But deep down, Eris knew he was still the same little Illyrian bastard that had been shoved into a cellar and convinced he didn’t matter. And more than making him insecure or thoughtful, it had made him angry.
Eris switched tactics, focusing on you instead, “Maybe, when this is all said and done, your precious whore will run away too.” Azriel stilled, shadows pouring off of him to the ground where they turned into claws and sank in deep, “And just maybe, I’ll be there to fuck her the way she likes. I’d pay her good money too.”
“Eris!” Cassian’s warning came too late. Azriel raised his arm, Truth Teller glinting in the darkness.
Something in the earth shifted, thin rays of light spilling out of the gate atop the hill.
Eris smiled.
Just on time.
The guards were changing.
“Fuck!” Cassian groaned, grabbing at his swords but not daring to unsheath them.
Azriel was roiling with panic and rage, every muscle in his body feeling ready to split in two. And Eris… Eris was smiling.
“Go on Shadowsinger.” He said, pointing to the hill, “Tick tock.”
Azriel clawed the front of his shirt, hauling him to his feet at the same time he clutched Cassian’s arm hard enough to bruise. They winnowed up to the gate in a whirlwind of death and shadow.
Six guards. 15 seconds.
Eris slammed his fist into two of the males’ throats, cutting off their roars of alarm. Two swift kicks to their knees and they exploded out with a sickening snap. Sharp cracks followed and they fell to the ground, their necks sticking out at a harsh angle.
Four.
Eris dropped to his knees, ripping at amour in search of the key.
Cassian rolled to the ground, narrowly missing the downward swing of a sword that buried itself in the ground. He bounced onto his feet, as lithe and limber as a fae a quarter of his size. He grabbed a fistful of blood-red hair, swiftly bringing the other elbow down. He made perfect contact at the base of the skull, severing the connection between the spinal cord and the brain.
Three.
This was taking too long. They would never make it in time.
But… but how was it still so quiet? Cassian dared to look up from his search for the key and his blood ran cold.
Azriel…
Azriel was death and decay given form. The moment they reached the gate, for the first time in his life, he relinquished full control of his shadows.
They swarmed around him until he was nothing more than a dark, blurry cloud of destruction. He grabbed the male closest to him, digging his hands into his throat and registering the horror in his eyes before shadows poured into his eyes, mouth, nose, ears. They flooded every sense, screaming in Azriel’s ears of a power that he had never been desperate or angry enough to unleash… until now.
The shadows filled the male’s body, wrecking bones and ripping apart tendons with a force that transformed them into razor sharp talons. The male gurgled, body jerking around in pain. Azriel finished him off by snapping his neck with a clean, sharp jerk. The body fell to the ground with a hollow thud.
Two.
The remaining guards similarly dropped to their knees, empty eyes and hands left to ghost over their throats before they fell forward. Dead.
Shadows leaked out of their eyes and mouth, slipping over their cooling bodies like the rain that pitter pattered against their backs. But no blood. Not even a drop.
One tendril of night slid up Azriel’s leg and washed over his hands, depositing a glittering bronze key that burned with warmth.
He should have felt more. More surprise and some semblance of disgust at what he’d just done. What he’d been capable of. But those feelings remained hidden, sullen and silent behind walls of obsidian willpower and adamant.
Cassian and Eris stared at him, wasting a few precious seconds to gape at the littering of bodies around them, raindrops pattering onto their backs and slowly absorbing into leather and skin.
Cassian swallowed, daring to break the silence, “I never knew you could do that.” He admitted blandly. Cassian wasn’t afraid of his brother - he never could be. He’d survived too many battles by his side to ever fear being on the wrong end of his blade… but that didn’t mean he couldn’t be unnerved by the powers that thrived within him, and how little anyone knew about them.
“Neither did I,” Azriel said without emotion, closing his fist around the key. “Let’s go.”
He stalked to the gate where it hummed in the ground like a dropped coin, fluttering with life, beckoning him to enter.
Just a little longer, Y/n. I’m coming.
He used the key and the gate opened.
You crouched in the darkness, cradling your ruined hands and trying not to cry.
The first few weeks Beron had let you out of your cell during the day, bringing you to the forge hidden beneath the hill so you could set about building him a weapon of his own. You’d leaned into his desires, working the metal until it sang a song of promise to the cruel High Lord.
He wanted power, and you’d promised it to him, proving your worth long enough for Azriel to come find you. But it had been almost two months, Azriel was nowhere to be found, and Beron was losing patience.
He traded empty compliments for threats, and when those failed to do anything, he turned to outright cruelty. Just this morning, he’d had one of his men whip your hands until they bled. Then, as a personal touch, he’d torn your shirt to pieces and trailed his fingers down your back. His touch had been light. You could’ve mistaken them for the kisses of a lover if it weren’t for the fact that he’d set the tips of his fingers on fire so they burned the whole way down.
They smarted and burned, the pain seeping in now that the shock was ebbing away.
“He’s coming. He’s coming.” You murmured to yourself, curling in on yourself with your arms pressed close to your exposed chest. “Just stay strong. Stay strong.”
“He’s not coming for you, dear.” A phantom hand, cold and bony as death, caressed your back. You looked up, eyes shining like two shards of glass in the darkness.
The High Lord was as handsome as he was deadly, the smooth and elegant planes of his face and his honey-sweet voice in stark contrast to the light of his eyes - or rather lack thereof.
They held no warmth, no pity, no fear.
“He’s not coming for you.” He repeated.
“Liar.”
He clicked his tongue in disappointment, shaking his head. His blood-red robes trailed along the grate of your prison cell, blocking out the meager light that trickled down. The gold-trim embroidery winked deceptively, flashing sultry looks of wealth and opulence in your direction.
Your stomach growled painfully and you wrapped yourself up as best you could. You’d spent most of your life time by the forge. Cold was not a familiar experience.
“I don’t know what that Illyrian bastard, Azriel, promised you. Wealth. Prestige. Love.”
You growled, kicking the wall hard enough for a shower of dirt to rain down on your head. You tried not to flinch when debris landed on sensitive skin, “Keep his name out of your mouth.”
Beron smirked, amused, “So much anger. So much defensiveness for a male who won’t care about you the next time a pretty female with doe eyes wanders into his path.”
You bared your teeth at him.
“Ahhhhh,” he clicked his tongue happily, “So perhaps you’re already aware he holds a certain reputation. Pity.” There was another swoosh of his velvet robes, “I’m promising you safety, enough gold and silks to make an empress jealous, and in return I just ask for you to do what you’ve always done.” He held up his hands, “I don’t understand where the difficulty lies”
“In return you’d want to make me your bitch.” You spit out, “To give you the tools to kill whomever you pleased.”
“I already have the tools to kill whomever I please.”
“No. No you don’t.” He narrowed his eyes in displeasure. You limped forward, holding your hands close to your chest. Your body may have been weak, but your heart and your mind were still strong. Not even Beron was capable of taking that from you. You looked up at the High Lord unflinchingly, “When Azriel comes for me - and he will - I’ll ask him for your head on a pike.”
Beron sneered, “If he and his half-breed Lord decide you’re worth the trouble, I’ll kill your little Shadowsinger first and reduce him to ash.”
You set your jaw, refusing to look away as the High Lord turned on his heels and left the room. Only then did you sink to your knees exhausted and breathed in the scent of damp, rotting earth.
I’m so very soft at the thought of Azriel having a daughter, please allow me to force feed you my headcanons
- Her following Az around like another shadow. Peeping around from behind his legs
Her naturally silent, soft footsteps. The day she successfully creeps up on Cassian for the first time, and he tries to seem unfazed but Azriel saw the minute jerk he did and was so proud he couldn’t help but smile
- Learning she has the ability to wield shadows like her father. Azriel teases her when she’s a baby/toddler darting shadows around her and tickling her arms, pinching her chubby cheeks, dangling her upside down as she shrieks with his laughter.
One day she’s not in a good mood and she just reaches out with a chubby fist, grasps the shadow (baby grip soo strong) and just pulls. Azriel’s eyes widen and he yelps.
Cassian is so happy he lifts up the baby girl and dances her around the room chanting “shadow baby! shadow baby! Shadow baby!”
- She’s quite clumsy when she’s young and just learning to find her feet. Azriel’s shadows would dart around pulling her up when she trips over something, affectionately plucking leaves out of her hair after she brawled with Nyx and they went tumbling down a hill
- Her favourite thing is flying with Az at night. The way he’d wrap her up in his arms and go soaring through the sky. Just complete silence, only the whistling of the wind, the beat of her father’s wings around her and the comforting scent of his cedar wood
Az looking down and his stone cold face softening as he sees her sleepily starting to fall asleep, soft rosy cheek pressed against az’s Illyrian leathers
