for any of your kom oc's, you may choose who you want to answer
What memory âhauntsâ them most literally or emotionally?
What would make them cut someone off forever?
What justification do they use for the worst thing theyâve done?
What memory âhauntsâ them most literally or emotionally?
THE DUCHESS's last occurrence with the king has left an unbearable mark on her to this day. It's one that haunted her to the point of depression that left the Duchess to isolate herself within her home for years or such. Going more in depth on that comic, I cant recall if I shared,,, but reasons for so many bad memories come from how helpless and small she felt in that instance.
I think Id just reheat nachos saying this haha but genuinely, Duchess prior to that interaction NEVER had any altercations with anyone else, but with Crownus, she genuinely thought she was going to die. And even when he threw her to the side, she still feared that she'd be killed and had to plea even as she chokes on her blood.
Even after being told to leave the room she had to walk back to her estate on her own, tears clouding her vision, unable to even explain herself to her own court servants trying to assess her wounds because of the blood. I think what would also haunt her is the coughing, I imagine Duchess coughed a lot as she cried. The lingering pain afterwards is something that will haunt you.
Case in point, it traumatized her. It made her feel so small and weak I can't emphasize how depressed she was that the reason the Evaine estate was silent for so many years was the fact Duchess wouldn't leave her room or her bed.
Even in the present as she holds herself high, I think that experience shaped her in the sense that she feels the constant need to have control to feel safe. Anything other than that where she feels exposed, small or vulnerable is sort of like a trigger to her I suppose? If she's in a situation where she knows her influence is slipping it'd make her panic, because the last time she allowed herself to 'slip' she almost died (TO HER, it felt like it. Duchess thinks about how Crownus likely considered killing her but didn't.)
It's why she's so guarded and cold. Which is also a cause of tension because she'd sort of hate the person she is now. WHICH IS SO CONFLICTING FOR HER because she FEELS the need to be like this, because otherwise she'd think about all the ways where it can go wrong - but god she can't stand to look at herself anymore when she doesn't feel like the same person.
I always imagine there's this theme of innocence tied to Duchess and how ever since her confrontation with Crownus, she feels she's been sullied. Dulled. Maybe a bit overdramatic but she fears she's not as perfect as she used to be, fears that she's not the same Duchess her estate loves so dearly.
THE VIGILANTE hates to think of it, since it'd be one of the few reasons he began to take his work more seriously. But the last time he was imprisoned scarred him heavily. And I mean literally. This is supposed to be something to be shared in the future but I dont mind sharing it here I suppose <3
But I shared before Vigil's DEFINITELY Been caught by the knights sometimes. For Vigil's part, he didn't have much bad experiences with the prisons because usually, he'd escape. He'd find a way out. That was the game. The knights chase, he either slips away but if he does get caught, he lounges in the prisons, and finds a way to leave. It's one of Vigil's few highs where he knows he can escape and find a way out.
So color him surprised when the knights didn't entertain him anymore. When they caught him, they caught him. Brought out all of the heavy chains, anything they could find. Binded his wrists, his neck, and fittingly for Vigil, he wouldn't be too concerned. Probably would say something like snarky like, "All this for me?" while the knights sneer and roll their eyes.
But it's when he's being escorted to his cell does he realize then how deep a hole he's in. Where the many routes and solutions that usually come to him easily don't come up because there's just,, little way to get out of this. He was slipping, and he hated that thought.
When the guards locked the cell door, it definitely unnerved Vigil more than he thought. I imagine the whole time he tried to play it cool. To not react, to be quiet and let them think he was calm. When the knights finally go, leaving the thief of thieves to the silence of his prison, he doesn't move.
I imagine Vigil faintly moving, writhing his hands and craning his neck to see how badly bound he is. As if trying to see still if there was any way out. I'd love to be more eloquent in my writing but I'll just be straight, but he likely panics then. For someone who thinks so little of his life, he still wants to live, and living it in a prison isn't how he imagines it. And he wanted out.
I never shared his ability did I? But to continue, when his breathing becomes erratic - like panic attack happening!! It'd slow down. Vigil seemingly calming.
Before raising his head, and smashing it against the wall. A constant Thud, Thud, Thud against the wall. Bashing whatever's there of his face to allow blood dark as ichor leave him. If he can't access his arms, he'd have to improvise. Even when he feels each scrap of his puppet shell being broken in.
Hours later, the outlaw escapes, and hasn't been caught since by the knights.
That's a short debrief on how Vigil's face became what it is today haha, Vigil's not proud of it. It haunts him in the sense he didnt like how,, constricting and claustrophobic he felt that day in the cell. And he would've hated that feeling of failure, because that would be one of the few times he 'slipped'.
But he's smarter now, and knows better than to be reckless.
THE INTERLOPER can think of many, there isn't exactly one that haunts him. A lot of things do. The faces of those he harmed come and go, the image of his trusted father holding that icepick over his eyes, the knight's efforts in detaining him. So many of them haunt him daily, and with the time he spent in the dungeon below - all of those memories took their sweet time to break whatevers left of his sanity.
He hates thinking about any of them, because he hallucinate so often. Hear voices that aren't there and mistake people for someone else. Spend that long by yourself with only your thoughts, you'd begin questioning your reality too. I think it's made worse since Eden's blind, and with his hands binded, his sense of touch his taken from him as well.
Leaving him with less anchors to know what is real and what is not. He'd hate all of them because it'd dig in even more on how broken down he is. He isn't proud of who he is today. I think he'd also hate to remember all the times Prieston visited him and instead of freeing him would just read out bible verses and tales. I like to imagine some of those 'readings' stuck with Eden, I wanted to do a doodle someday of Eden randomly repeating some lines. Because I feel he'd memorize some.
THE DEVIL has little memories that haunt him truly. Considering how distant he's made himself from the king and overall Castle, it gave him the benefit of coming out unscathed and unharmed for the most part. Well, aside from one.
This is moreso a tidbit for myself, but I like to imagine at least once, Luci was summoned by Crownus to the castle. Naturally the King would learn of the Devil, him and his proud performances that could rival the king's jesters.
I imagine Luci summoned to the throne room and when brought before Crownus, was given one command, "Kneel."
The devil's crimson mask stared back to the kingdom's sovereign, and lowers himself, taking himself upon the knee and keeping his head low. I like to imagine through the mask his emerald eyes glowed sharply. Jestyn forced to watch by Crownus' side, and to keep his silence.
I like to think Crownus, while not that threatened, still felt the need to dominate Luci in some way. While there was a bit of controversy regarding his role as the devil, Luci was still infamous and beloved to a degree. And I mentioned before due to the nature of his role, Luci and the Angel are sort of like Outsiders. Not part of the kingdom, and therefore puppets outside the king's reach.
That wouldn't settle with Crownus lightly. And such, he wanted to make an example of him. I think what could be worse is Crownus' court was probably there.
The memory doesn't haunt Luci too heavily, but he doesn't think fondly of it. I like to imagine it akin to how Olrox had to bow to Erzabet in Castlevania Nocturne!!
What would make them cut someone off forever?
THE DUCHESS would cut off someone she believes she couldn't trust anymore, especially if she feels personally unsafe around them. I think a fitting one as an example would be someone like Dukemir. I don't think she's actively cut him off, but she's currently keeping him at arms length.
This would hurt her heavily because Im sure once upon a time they were dear friends, but with how he is now, she'd fear the worst. She wouldn't see the courageous and kind Duke everyone else does because she'd worry over his tendencies to overlook things. If he can so easily overlook Countine's suffering and death, allowing the Count to stay by his side and still call him a friend, then she wouldn't be sure if she can see Dukemir the same.
If he can so easily brush the Countess off while letting the Count remain free, how easily would he think little of the Duchess when she is in a time of need? I compare Dukemir sometimes to Captain Curly from mouthwashing in that sense. If you knew what Curly did, vouching for Jimmy despite what he did to Anya - would you trust Curly?
THE VIGILANTE would cut someone off if they change for the worst, and remain like that. Honestly a bit hard to answer this one haha, but I think Vigil would be saddened to see a friend turning to the worst and not letting themself the kindness to recover and improve. Especially if they don't see reason.
He doesn't want to see them as an enemy. If he could, he'd wish for them to stay as his friend. But if not, then he likely wouldn't keep in touch. I think he'd cut off people as well if he can't recognize them anymore. Though I guess thats the same as the first one haha.
THE INTERLOPER would cut someone off if.. I won't lie this stumped me for a bit haha. But I always imagined if Interloper was given the chance to steady his mind and finally given some time to heal, he'd see the many ways he'd be unhealthy for someone and cut himself away from them if he deems them unsafe.
I always get sad when I think about if you are patient enough with Eden, and allow time to pass, he would probably calm down enough to be coherent and think clearly. Clearly enough to be reasonable and be a bit like his old self. To have the rationality to know that he's been hurt. But he also wouldn't want to hurt you.
I imagine an Eden that's been given time to think, and when he sees his relationship with you for what it is: obsession, he'd leave you. Because what you had was not love. I always feel like in most of Eden's relationship, be it with DarkCage, Eva, MC, or anyone really. When he's finally given clarity, he'd realize that their relationship and friendship is built on obsession and would question the connection between them both.
Did what you both have was true if it was obsession? It'd leave a bad taste on his mouth. Because when you let Eden finally think, he'd know that he can't heal like this. Not when he obsesses over you. And would want to leave. Would feel like he has to. I'm sure I can answer this better, and this may be up for change, but this is what I'll leave with!
THE DEVIL would cut off anyone whose eyes are clouded by hate, Luci would not linger near people who have let their hatred imprison them. He'd be willing to lend an open hand, to allow them a view not mirked by their ire, but if they are unwilling to change then he fears that is a faith of their own making.
He wouldn't like people either who would want to control him, he'd understand individuals who have need for control but I don't think he'd think highly of those who claw for power and such. I don't think he'd like hedonistic people either.
I won't lie to you Luci is very simple haha, but I also think he'd cut off people who only see him for what he is, the devil. And nothing beyond that. I fear there's probably a small portion of people in his life that constantly categorize him as a monster and only that, and WANT him to be that when he's,, more than that!!!
I'm really trying to think for Luci here,,, He wouldn't like individuals that are cruel either. That cause needless suffering. He'd never understand people who mistake cruelty for strength. He can forgive ignorance, he can forgive poor judgement, but deliberate malice is not one that settles easy with him.
What justification do they use for the worst thing theyâve done?
THE DUCHESS | Admittedly this is a hard question to answer haha, but she'd probably justify herself often with the thought process that this is right, that it is what needed to be done as a Duchess, to protect her house and people, and herself. I can't say what the worst thing she's done, because there wouldn't be any aside from her admittedly cold demeanor.
But I imagine The Duchess,,, follows along with the general nobility in having plans of her own. Of making negotiations and deals with other puppets not because she wants more power but because she believes it'll prevent harm and keep her house safe. If other Lords and Ladies hire puppets to kill others, Duchess would hire dangerous mercenaries or individuals to be by her side. Like,,, keeping guns off the street.
I'll take,,, beast master or Page's behemoth as an example! I don't imagine him as a popular puppet within the kingdom, but I can imagine the multiple ways courtiers and nobles would want him on their side to use and exploit him. Likely with the thought process of 'oh, the beast tamer can be a fine weapon if used properly' and to prevent that, the duchess gets to him first.
GIGGLES it's what I sort of planned in my first rp with Page that is,,, TO BE CONTINUED. SOrry guys I havent got to that yet </3
THE VIGILANTE | Would reason its for the greater good as well, he designates himself as a sort of Peacekeeper that keeps the neutrality within the kingdom. If nefarious nobles thinks it their right to exploit others for their goals, then Vigil is in the right to stop them. That's. very bare bones sorry THIS QUESTION IS INCREDIBLY HARD BUT my writers energy is going,, downnn
THE INTERLOPER | Justifies it because he's in the right to do so, especially if hes hurting others in the name of his Lord. His moral compass is already skewed to be fair. And because at that point, his empathy would be very low for other puppets and people.
THE DEVIL | I genuinely can't think much for Luci as well, but I imagine his only justification is because he can. Compared to my puppets, I imagine Luci, despite the friendly and amiable mask he presents himself, can be very formidable. And powerful. He just restraints himself and has morals.
Dukemir belongs to @havocdreams, Wheylan belongs to @beelivableflop, Her majesty, Eva, belongs to @neptuii, Behemoth belongs to @bettweenthepages !! Sorry for the mentions guys, was just unsure whether to tag you since your characters were mentioned !!! ð¥
oh my GOD THIS IS SO LONG tysm kitti for the question but gosh this was a long writing session </3 I WONT LIE I THINK ITS BEEN MORE AN HOUR TO HAVE ME WRITE THIS AND THIS ISNT EXACTLY,, MY MOST POLISHED WRITING OH MY GATOSSSS
this was still very fun, and admittedly probably my more lore filled posts. GRUMBLES im usually so picky in sharing it because I suffer from "I need to draw it first" Itis before sharing anything. But admittedly its nice to share somethings. BECAUSE A LOT OF THESE FACTS have been buried for a long while despite me wanting to share them.
I sadly didn't add in the Chapter Two puppets due to the length of this already, but if anyones curious, you can definitely send in for a part two of these featuring them <3 KEEPING T HIS SHORT IM SUPER TIRED HWAHAWHW