#this curse

[ronkeyroo]

Heart feels like its choking, body burns like crazy, i feel the wounds from the inside and i wish i could be anyyhing else but this, ANYONE else but me. I wish i could reach for the parts in myself brave enough to look all this pain in the eyes and still say: "watch me" As i push through, against all odds, against all threat. Drag that stubborness and confidence I know is native within me. But its not there, its not there and its been months. I want to say that i hate this body, that i hate my heart, lash out and tear at myself until nothing remains and matters at all but i know i know i know its not right, forcing punishment and blame on the very things i wish could just be okay. free of this chronic fucking nightmare. Healthy and strong instead of dead or decaying

I dont have what it takes to feel brave right now. im scared and exhausted to the point of seething tears and i feel the inner, automated call to wither and perish but i have to keep reminding myself ill preservere no matter what, no matter what no matter w h a t

[nightochi]

eridan ampora disease but he works in the whole foods bakery on earth c and lives by the beach dont talk to me. 

[hp-shippy-prompts]

Prompt:

No one knows how soulmates began, if they were one soul that split in two or if they all came from the one source, but everyone knows that everyone has a soulmate. Before finding their soulmate, one has a distinct emptiness within them. Once one finds their soulmate, they’re bound together for the rest of their lives, and every life to come. Each time they’re born anew, there’s a pull within them that brings them back to their soulmate, wherever they are. They might not remember much, but they remember flashes of their lives together, the colour of their soulmate’s eyes, the softness of their hair through their fingers, etc. Once you find your soulmate, you’re bound together for eternity.

Harry hasn’t found his soulmate. Everyone knows that the way to seal the bond is through sex, but Harry isn’t the sort to go to one of those Unbound clubs and sleep his way through the populous. Unlike other Unbound, he remembers flashes of past lives, but he doesn’t remember a lover, he remembers his killer.

Tom doesn’t remember a lover either, but he does remember flashes of heartbreak, which is what has turned him into the cold, driven Dark Lord that he is. When Tom was young, there was another boy, his best friend, a boy Tom would do anything for. But there was an accident. The boy died. It was Tom’s fault. He never stopped blaming himself.

But then Tom meets a youth, a young man half his age, someone he’s never met before and yet seems so familiar. Will the two find each other at last? Or will it end in heartbreak once more?

[obvious-apostate]

why ya always gotta get hit with major fic motivation when lying in bed at one am.

[datpersonamasktho]

Sometimes I wonder how I get into certain shows that I would otherwise ignore or watch sporadically in other cases

and then I remember

THE FANART AND FANFICTION.

[savathun]

I know the whole "E•MO•TION changed my entire life and purged all my trials" meme has been around for a while but I have literally been thinking of this album and Carly Rae day and night since I first listened

[paranoid-freakshow]

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