#this-is-our-truth

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[To @this-is-our-truth from @baritaguz]

the gif for this-is-our-truth!! Merry Christmas!! I hope they like it :c 

[curiousscarletteyes]

Happy Birthday!! We haven't talked for a long time, but I hope you have a fantastic day!

((Ahhhhhhh. Thank you very much! I hope you have a great day too! (*≧▽≦) ))

[ladyineia]

No. 6 Secret Santa!

this-is-our-truth, I'm your secret Santa!!  Your prompt was "Nezumi and Shion and building a snowman" so I wrote a little fic [the whole thing is under the cut], and did my best!  I hope you like it (◡‿◡✿)

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     There’s always been an innocence that seems to surround Shion, but Nezumi calls it ignorance.  “Ignorance is bliss,” and Shion is always ever so blissful.  But seeing Shion smiling from ear to ear, snowflakes sitting in his hair, and radiating joy…  Perhaps that sentiment was not innocence, nor ignorance.  Perhaps there something in-between.

     There’s always been an innocence that seems to surround Shion, but Nezumi calls it ignorance.  “Ignorance is bliss,” and Shion is always ever so blissful.  But seeing Shion smiling from ear to ear, snowflakes sitting in his hair, and radiating joy…  Perhaps that sentiment was not innocence, nor ignorance.  Perhaps there something in-between.

     “Nezumi!” Shion says, turning to his friend (who was only observing), “Help me roll this on top.”

     “Why should I help you build a snowman?”

     It had stopped snowing for the moment, but Nezumi didn’t doubt it would start again in a few minutes.  There was several inches on the ground already, and Shion had dragged him outside to take advantage of it.

     “Please,” Shion says, gesturing to the slightly-smaller-than-the-most-large snow ball which he wants to put on top of the larger (evidently) snow ball he already had made.

     Nezumi sighs, but he doesn’t protest further as he walks to the white haired boy and rolls his medium sized snowball carefully on top of the bigger ball, and the brightening of Shion’s face as he did so was gratifying.

     Shion begins to sculpt the smallest ball and Nezumi steps back and gazed at the sky.  Snow falls again.  If it got heavier, they should go inside…

     “Hey, Shion, in a couple minutes maybe we should head ba—what are you doing?”

     Nezumi gapes as Shion removes his coat and places it on the snowman, and then tries to draw a smiley-face on it.

     Nezumi rushes over to him and rips the coat off the snowman (which partially breaks its side) and shoves forcefully over Shion’s shoulders,

     “It is way below freezing, are you absolutely insane?!  You’ll get sick, what the hell is wrong with you!”

     Shion reluctantly pulls on the coat,

     “The weather is not that bad, and since we don’t have sticks or hats I figured my coat–”

     “Clueless!  You’re absolutely brain dead, you could have caught an pneumonia in this weather if you kept your coat off for any amount longer.”

     “Look there, you ripped off half its chest, I’ll have to p–”

     “We should go in, Shion, the snow’s coming hard, and soon it will be a storm…” Nezumi trails off as he sees the look in Shion’s eyes as he stares at the partially ruined snowman.  White hair seems to be flowing off his head with the snow blowing past his face, as Shion looks at the broken snowman with a melancholy that was childlike.

     “Hey.  Let’s go in before the snow is too bad.”

     Shion still doesn’t move for a few moments.  Nezumi wonders if Shion made snowmen back in No. 6, if he was nostalgic for his happier childhood.

     His mindless, pure childhood.  His childhood without Nezumi.

     Suddenly, Shion turns.  He marches past Nezumi and towards their shared underground room.  Nezumi’s feet won’t work for a moment, as he simply observes Shion’s figure walking away, and then the marred snowman.

     Something told Nezumi that he could be walking away from more than just a snowman.

       The sorrowful mood of Shion seemingly vanished after the pair returns home, but unusual, however not uncomfortable, quiet replaces the normal chatter of the other boy.

     “Rikiga gave me this special drink, cocoa,” Shion talks.  It hadn’t been silent, Shion had been humming absently to himself, the mice had been chirping occasionally, and Nezumi had been turning pages in the book he was reading on the bed.  But it was still quiet, and it was refreshing to hear Shion’s voice break that quiet.  That quiet made the feeling of gloom Shion had emitted earlier come back.  Nezumi didn’t like seeing Shion somber.

     “He also had these smushy candies too, they’re called marshmallows,” Shion drops a few of the marshmallows into the two drinks he’s prepared and hands one to Nezumi.  Barely glancing he takes it from Shion, and sits up slightly on the bed so he can drink it properly.  Shion sits next to him and sips at the cocoa.

     They sit together on the bed like that until Nezumi briefly peers at Shion and sees he’s placed the cocoa in his lap and is fiddling with something.  Lowering his novel, he looks more closely at what Shion is doing.  His friend is holding a few marshmallows and working with them, Nezumi watches until he realizes what he is doing, and doesn’t look away until he’s finished.

     With a small smile, Nezumi returns to his book.

       Shion had made a little snowman.

[aoyokai]

I was just tagged by lawlya, and I think that this-is-our-truth also tagged me in something similar at some point (I'm sorry I haven't replied to that one, it just fell on one of those times when I felt like total shit and didn't want to do anything other than lying and bed and hating myself) 

Also, I'm probably not going to answer some pf these properly just because I don't like talking about real life stuff or because I seriously don't know. 

BASICS:  Name: S/he-who-must-not-be-named Birthday: August 19 (yeah that's right same as Koujaku I'm one lucky person) Favorite Colour: I'd go with green, or blue, or black? Lucky Number: luck is for the weak (dramatic background music) Height: example for things I honestly don't remember.  TALENTS:  Last dream you remember: I think it was me learning to play football. I don't like football. And it was American football which is even worse than what the rest of the world knows as football. help.  Do you like writing: Yeah, when I like myself. When I hate myself I feel like writing just sits there and laughs at me.  Do you like dancing: I don't dance. NEVER. I move when there's music and nobody's watching. Notice I said 'move' because it's so lame it can't possibly count as dancing.  Do you like singing: I'm slightly atychiphobic, so I don't enjoy things I don't do well. So yeah, if I was good at singing I would enjoy it. I'm not.  FANTASIZE:  Dream vacation/holiday: It's awful but I don't really enjoy thinking about going outside. When I do it, it's amazing sometimes, although mostly not really, but I really don't 'dream' about vacations.  Dream guy: I'm gonna have to say Nezumi (am I a bad person?) and Koujaku (yeah, I am) Dream girl: Nanami Chiaki from sdr2 Dream wedding: weddings are scary. I need to stand there with a person I love and talk with people and say things about love when everyone's looking and there will be pictures so I can remember although I really don't want to, and there's planning and it probably will cost loads of money.... I don't like weddings.  Dream job: building stuff that will go to space MUSIC:  Favourite song: I don't have a favorite song... Favourite album: umm... idk.  Last song you heard on the radio: I don't remember Least favourite song artist: no one in particular PREFERENCES:  Guys/Girls/Both: TBD (I'm super serious about this one actually) Hair colour: everything goes.  Humorous/Serious: Humorous Taller/shorter: if you find someone shorter than me I won't have a problem, but that's unlikely.  Biggest turn off: Dumb people with bad jokes (I'm just going to leave what lawlya said 'cause that's pretty much it.)  Biggest turn on: Let's just leave it as a TBD as well. 

I don't know how many people I need to tag, so I'm just gonna put ahikusblog/ ahikuboruchi again, and this-is-our-truth, because on second thought I remember what you tagged me in being a little different, and choukokk and nani-oh-nani, if they ever choose to come back to tumblr. 

[aoyokai]

tagged by this-is-our-truth

Rule 1: Always post the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write (over) 9 new ones.  Rule 3: tag 11 people and link them to this post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them. 

1. Are you a morning person or a night person?

I would have to say none, because in the morning I can't think and at night I'm to tired to socialize.... people who want to see my good side would probably want to speak with me in the middle of the day...

2. What is your favorite season? What is your favorite thing about that season?

If I'd have to pick I'd say summer because of the break...

3. What is your dream job? 

honestly this is the thing that bugs me the most right now... I'll probably choose engineering (boring of me) but I'm strating to seriously considering space engineering. I don't know though, I always liked space but I'm not sure I'll be able to do something like that...

4. If you could live in any fictional world, which one would you choose?

wow that's a hard one. ALL OF THEM. ok if I must choose... Star Wars. 

5. Which do you prefer: electronic books or paper books? (This is not meant to start a debate!!) 

Never tried electronic books before... so I'll have to go with paper. 

6. Are there any odd habits you have? 

talking to myself.... this video pretty much explains everything. 

7. Is there any popular food that you hate? 

I can't eat any veggies or fruits. At all. Hate them. 

8. What would you consider a perfect day? 

sitting at home and doing nothing... 

9. What is your favorite hobby?

Writing I guess... although this hobby brought me a great amount of pain. 

Ok my questions are:

Have you watched anything interesting lately? 

If you could travel in time to whenever, where would you go?

How do you prefer to read fanfictions? (on the phone, cumputer, in the morning..)

Are you working on anything special right now?

What is the ultimate breakfast?

What is your favorite fandom? Is there something you woud like to change about it? 

Do you have any posters? 

Any item with an interesting story behind it?

Something that bugs you rignt now?

I tag: lawlya, ahikuboruchi, nani-oh-nani, choukokk, yuneyn (was tagged by this-is-our-truth as well so...), naranjie, renix13, ionlyblogbree.... I don't have anymore than that sorry ^^"

[aoyokai]

this-is-our-truth said: 

((Congrats on the 100! :) ))

Thank you :D

[kisskissfuckshitup]

lilac? (I hope you don't mind ^-^)

Of course I don't mind!

Lilac: How/why I started following you

Honestly, I saw that you were a really cool No. 6 blog and I really wanted to follow more of those! I can't remember exactly how I came across you... I think you may have followed me and then I recognized the Nezushi in your icon, so I decided to check it out!