To my System
There are times when I wear you like a security blanket There are times i hate you And I wish you would leave We can't have actions without Consequences What a tangled web we weave Sometimes you call out to me When I'm just about to sleep There are times I'm really committed To finding out who you are We can't find new headmates without Reorganizing where we are I've only just begun to love you my T says that's a start When we switch it's like a movement Between different parts of my brain It's like toggling a switch board And the pain comes in waves I can't imagine what it's like to be Without the Constant unending pain I'd like to think your my family But some of you Are against that thought Sometimes it's only a suggestion, a whisper Things we do in the dark, I take a breath And try to hope one day Year and I will be like sisters I'd like to hope that one day you won't Carry so much pain That your sleeplessness won't be all my fault That we will dance together in the rain, I reject the thought that you Are all different parts of, My brain. You are all individuals as different as Planets, moons, suns. Knowing the difference between you varies Because you would rather hide. Everything should get easier once we learn to just enjoy our, ride. Sometimes it's hard because You self harm, or cope in negative ways I try to be there for too, cherish you Because even protectors need to feel safe Everyone is judged on their actions, For singlets that's commonplace.
