#thought diary

[aszmxm]

Not everything that’s on the mind is said ..

[octoberwinterrain]

Well, another day has passed, and it would seem that a new one will begin soon, but this morning I woke up with an unbearable desire to die, right now at this moment, to tears, but ... I was able, I was able to overcome him, why am I with him I’m at war, I don’t know if there is a reason, I think yes, there is a person who is ready to listen, but he already has so many troubles, because I, this night I have insomnia, I will take a pill and put my body to sleep, and here I am lying and sniffing, I eat perfume, in places, probably strange, but today I felt the familiar smell of perfume, I don’t even know why, maybe these are my memories.

[lookatthestarswithmee]

Just the overall concept of dreams really intrigues me. Like you go to sleep thinking about something and ur brain just makes it into a short film for you. How fascinating is that

[nickynicole47]

[rubyaviews]

How I’m feeling today

I’m feeling quite weird today, I think most people are trying to adjust to this life that’s very different now and I think that definitely has had an effect overall. However I’d say today I’m feeling especially low as I’m trying to pursue a little venture of getting more people asking and answering questions. 

It’s called The Question Girl, and I’ve been doing it for the past 5 weeks. I’ve had mixed reactions every week as I’ve released a different question every week, which I guess has to be expected. However this weeks hit different. It’s difficult, I’m trying to learn to not expect from anyone. Which is really difficult for me, as I've always followed the rules of treat others how you wish to be treated. I feel that those two “rules” to say are both the complete opposite, as I expect a lot from myself to be the best person I can be - especially to others. 

Since doing The Question Girl I’ve realised how many people aren’t in touch with the deeper side of things, which makes me a little sad. As I’ve got the impression from others that life is supposed to be deemed as simple. When I don’t think it’s simple at all, so if it’s not simple then why are we thinking in a simple way? 

Take for example this weeks question was “if education was your responsibility what would it be like and why?” and I hardly got any response, which makes me then think about voting? Are people the same? Do they see it going on, give the impression that they are going to answer the question for example and then don’t? Do people do that with voting? 

This whole sheep mentality is very much a thing, and I think to break that mould we need to be more accepting and open to those that are thinking outside of the box, or a little more deeper into things. I’m fascinated with the human brain, and it just baffles me that others aren't. It’s a human computer, and there’s people dumbing ourselves down. No. I’m sorry, I refuse to accept that. 

As my writing this evening, you might get the impression that I'm feeling a little negative and down in the dumps. If you didn’t get the impression, then just know I am. I care too much about the world, human potential and just being a genuinely nice person. 

[rrrauschen]

Daniel Koren, {2020} Thought DIary: Be Tahini

[toroelmar]