#thought journal

[juodojimirtis]

I can't stop laughing.

Imagine if Ava and Vincent got walked in on during this:

The others barge in, and these two are taking their clothes off. No context. What would their first thoughts have been? Such a what the fuck scenario.

I think Bea would have gone from love interest to grandma real quick. You know, whack him to death with a broom before asking any questions. Since Superion wasn't there to briefly turn into Nonna.

[antikristvs]

I love this swamp. It's best to go in the late morning, or close to midday. Then, you can climb on one of the fallen trees, close your eyes, and feel the sun blaze against your face as the wind whispers around you. 🌿

[sarvamentu]

Today my husband moved abroad for the upcoming 4,5 to 5 months. We will see each other only once a month due to the distance. We have never been apart for more than 14 days - and even that only happened once. These months will be... tough and weird...

But hey, they will most probably inspire to some great poetic writing.

~ trying to see the good in the bad.

[starinthemaking]

All I ever wanted was the world

That’s what divides me from everyone else

My desire to seek so much more for myself

I have to remind myself everyone’s definition of the world is different

Because to me, I always wondered why no one wanted the same?

Why wouldn’t you want everything?

Was I selfish to think that way?

No

Because in someone else’s mind my world isn’t enough either

[soup-fish]

UWU

12/14/2021 Thought Journal Re: A glimmer of hope

Hey! It's been a while since I typed in here. I've found better coping mechanisms including not giving my bad thoughts attention enough to type them down. I've also gotten anti-depressants so that's been cool! I'm unfortunately still waiting on testing for my ADHD medication. They requested testing in May and it still hasn't arrived. Which is. Absurd. I need to contact my psychiatrist. I've had meds before and it's. incredible. On bad days I can't do anything. On meh days, I can barely do anything. On good days, I can work like a normal person. The meds make bad and meh days have the clarity of good days and I can actually function like a human being. I really hope I can be functional before the new year. Here's to hoping!

[vincentferard]

Charlie 'Nuwanda' Dalton is a trans lesbian and I will absolutely explain if wished

(I legitimately have a small essay I'm starting about it in my thought journal)

[thoughtsatthismoment]

Our eyes met for a split second. I felt my ears burn and I turned away, trying to act like nothing ever happened. I turned around to see how you reacted and saw you walking away, your ears and neck as red as ever.

I guess I’m not the only one hurting by the distance we placed between us.