#thought notebook

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Poor April. Just like the character in the story. Who's always been the friend then she realized she doesn't just want to be the friend she wants to be the girlfriend. Except it's too late.

Maya Hayes (Abigail Breslin), Definitely, Maybe.

[lumieelumiere]

Aside from my main journal, I keep a mini-journal notebook where I write my thoughts about everything that caught my attention. This is more of my day-to-day diary where I write the little things that I rarely include on my main journal.

[thought-notes]

If you want it, go get it. 

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I’d like to.

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I’m envious of all that have the privilege to have you in their field of vision today, tomorrow, everyday that I don’t.

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If I can’t have you - Shawn Mendes

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Complicated relationship.

Have you ever been in one? 

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Success!

Just an update, the guy that I had been swooning over is now my boyfriend, we’ve been best friends since 2011, and finally decided to both gather all of our courage and be in a relationship. 

We only had our first date 19 days ago, where we promptly planned 4 more right after, needless to say we’re pretty into each other.

Even thinking of kids and marriage, and obviously living together. 

I was beginning to think that I’d be alone forever, since I have never liked someone as much as I have liked him. 

This is my first serious relationship and it’s long distance, fun. But I know we’ll be able to figure things out. We’ve been best friends for a long time, so know a lot of each other’s history, and we have a lot of history, but there is no doubt that we will always care for each other. 

It’s not like neither of us can professionally, or financially afford visiting each other, it’s more of the waiting until we can finally live together.