[9:05:30 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: dirk has ptsd for multiple reasons, some that I don't even go into [9:05:57 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: first, his father abandons him and his "family" stops talking to him shortly after [9:06:37 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: second, hal shuts down for about a month, leaving him to talk to no one but himself and the whispers he doesn't yet acknowledge [9:07:46 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: third, after about two months, the loneliness feeds to his self hatred and absolute disgust for himself, leading the horrorterrors to creep in and weaken his defenses further, merely for the sake of having a prince of heart, a destroyer of souls on their side, even lying to him so much as to make him feel safe [9:08:26 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: fourth, the second time he felt safe, hes murdered and left to die, dropped back on earth with no recollection of where he works, or where hal is or who he killed [9:08:55 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: fifth, he literally modifies his nervous system to make sure he DOESN'T FEEL ANY EMOTION OR PAIN INFLICTED [9:09:09 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: AND SIXTH, HE USES TUMBLR AGAIN, HOPING THAT IT WOULD FIX ALL OF HIS PROBLEMS [9:09:22 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: but instead, he finds out that its just making every single one worse [9:09:32 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: he just, [9:09:34 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: he, [9:09:37 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: save him from himself [9:10:16 PM] fall out boy on boy ♥♥: hes so damn scared to talk to roxy about what happened because he knows as soon as he mentions their name theyre going to torment him even more
