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Unpopular and most eye-roll worthy post: fidget spinners/cubes are actually pretty cool and help me keep focused/calm me down Pls stop shitting on people who have them as neat lil relaxation tools/stress relievers/boredom killers like seriously if I wasn't gonna be judged for having one on my person and spinning it occasionally then I would but I know for a fact I will
Things I’ve done recently.
-I got a tattoo
-I kind of officially finished school
-I started looking after my skin (small steps to looking after myself)
-I turned 18
-I got into college (if u go to edinburgh college hmu)
-I painted my room and redesigned it.
-I got a new computer and I actually love it
Follow my art instagram: @artsandmae
In other words life is boring because I’ve worked, gone to school, done homework, done art and internally melted because I have three exams and then I’m done with the hell hole that is my high school.
I’ve come to accept things a little more, my gender remains a mystery (I’ll figure it out at some point) and I may have mental health issues that I’ll get sorted in the next year. Way-hey!
Anyhooo, I need to switch off my PC and sleep because I’m spending a heck of a lot of time with people tomorrow and I don’t do well with that so yay!
Is there anything better than planning your life with your best pal?
I can’t wait for the days we’re like, actual adults with actual jobs and families and lives and we spend time together and sit in the garden and just talk shit with our partners
Like I can’t wait to be less mentally unstable and more financially stable and own my own home somewhere pretty and have animals always. Fosters and permanent pets. Chickens and dogs and cats and small furry babies. Possibly actual children too. Lots of garden with a workspace for me. Someplace for myself and my future partner to just grow in together I cannot wait.
Go on holiday together and spend time doing stupid shit together.
Tbf it’s crazy that I’ve only known my best friend for four years but she’s the best thing that’s happened to me. I’ve got this future with her that I can’t see with anyone else, and it’s magic. It’s hope.
Exam results nd rants
So 8/8/17 was results day in Scotland. I wasn't nervous, I just wanted them to see if I had proved a certain teacher wrong. I got ABC (!!) with my C being my advanced higher, so I'm damn pleased about it! However, there's still the overall feeling of dislike for some of my teachers, as my art teacher in particular, did not see me passing the course. She didn't think I was worth even a C. She didn't think I could balance coursework, work and any other extra curricular activities, and downright was a horrible bitch to me all year. And yet, I get a B in her class. B. Higher art is allegedly super hard to get a good mark, and yet, I get the second highest award (as did lots of people I know nd I'm super proud of us all). After a whole year of putting me down, don't expect me to let you run back tail between legs saying "I knew you could do it! :)" because you didn't. On a similar note, I did the same with Bio last year. I had gotten a C in Nat 5, and the head of department outright told me I wouldn't get a B at higher human. I fucking did. So why do teachers doubt you so much? I get the whole negative attitude to trigger determination, but at the same time I think it's the most horrible thing ever, being told that there is little chance of hope that you would pass? The only reason I studied at was to spite my art teacher, and I worked my butt off in bio BC I enjoyed it the most.
✨Hey dudes, I need some help✨
✨I wanna go to art school next year, but I've gotta have a strong portfolio to do so. I was wondering if you could help me by letting me draw you guys? If you could, tag me in your face tag and I'll pick one out that I think I'll be able to do, and I can send you a photo of what I've done too! I've got to do sketchbook drawings and stuff, but I really just need practice. My grades suck so I'm really relying on my portfolio, and atm that sucks too. I'll love you forever 💖💖 Also I'll probably reblog the photo I choose to @hematoma-caused-the-coma BC that's my cute ppl blog so yeah ✨
Lazy days
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Fam little reminder
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