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hi!!! I love your blog. I see you write a lot of fic! Do you ever have atl fic ideas? Will you ever write them? not pressure but curiosity. Have a good day
I've contemplated and toyed with the idea of writing a story account of the Tell Me I'm Alive character's life where every chapter is a song. It's on the back burner for now but I wouldn't rule it out someday!
aight since you asked me how I rank the tmia songs, now I'm asking you how you'd rank them. ik it's your favorite album so I'm curious about how you'd rank the songs lol
jasmine. i love you for sending me this ask.
tell me i'm alive. i relate to it so much. i'm a pretty chaotic, messy person and have done some really impulsive bullshit in the name of Living. so i relate to it. i also adore the screaming outro, it has such a great energy and i am obsessed with it. it's always stuck in my head. also reminds me of one of my blorbos an indescribable amount. but yeah tell me i'm alive is one of my top 3 songs of all time.
the way you miss me. this one's in my top 5 songs of all time. at first, it wasn't a favourite, actually! but last year i ended up in a toxic relationship and lived out the cycle in this song. i became very attached to the song because i felt seen by it and it highkey became a comfort "object." so. concept is 10/10, lots of raw feeling in this one, and the sparkly-synth sound is fun.
the sound of letting go. just, like, what a positive song. not just lyrically, but also sound-wise. it's so upbeat and hopeful and i really love it idk
english blood // american heartache. i adore the tune of this one, and i think it is beautiful sounding. i love the nostalgic sound of the instrumentals and the reflective lyrics. i also am an american whose dream is to immigrate to the uk, so it gives me an in to my daydreams even if alex is like. the opposite of me. lol.
lost along the way. what a wonderful song about endings. and the space imagery is absolutely evcative. i love the tmia guy character's reflections on life as he moves forth into the next life. i love how it ties the entire record together and closes the narrative in a sad but ultimately honest and hopeful way. also this song has some of my favourite lyrics in the world in both the chorus and bridge. so.
the other side. jack's song! i love it dearly. the chorus is so good and it's got a really wonderful rhythm to it. like, the guitar is phenomenal and also the bass line is lit. I also like the bridge part when alex is singing alone and then the whole band goes back in, he has a great voice
kill ur vibe. YOU CAN FIT SO MANY GOOD VIBES INTO THIS BAD BOY. it just makes me happy. such a sweet love song.
sleepwalking. i love the lyrics so much. also, alex's vocals are astonishing when he's like 'and the dream's a lie i teLL myself" in the 2nd verse. but yes sleepwalking has my whole heart, it's phenomenal. i also love the guitar like jack my guy you killed it
i want to note that all of the above songs are on my atl top 40 playlist. tmia is nearly a third of that playlist.
the next songs weren't in the top 40, but i think i would give all of them 10/10 ratings. the entire album is a masterpiece and you cannot convince me otherwise.
modern love. catchy. elton john vibes. i love mr modern love with the costume and stuff and he was such a fun character. the bridge always gets me to crack a little smile. really adore the piano.
new religion. love the chant vibes. absolutely adore the way it sounds like praying. it is so filthy. it is SO catchy. new religion gets stuck in my head so much. the only thing that makes this song down further on the list is the collab. i want it to be like the live version with just alex as the vocalist lmao
i'd be fine (if i never saw you again). i love this song SO much, especially the "and i will not shed a tear / for the death of us my dear" in the bridge. i feel so horrible ranking it so low, because if you asked, i'd call it an amazing song. man, this album is just too fucking good!
are you there? i love are you there but do not have much to say about it, which is why it's here!
calm down. the album version of this song isn't my favourite version, though i do really like it. the FREAKING ME OUT! is so satisfying. regardless of the version. but i would rank the a little bit calmer now variant much higher than this.
I recently turned 30. This tattoo, which was designed by me and @themimsyborogove and drawn by talented DBDA fandom artist @technically-human, represents a new decade, one I'm going into more sure of myself than ever before.
The face depicts the character from the cover of All Time Low's Tell Me I'm Alive album, the face of someone who's had as many highs and lows and feelings as I have. I have been a fan of the band for 15+ years and their music has been the soundtrack to my life, so this feels Right. The lyric is from that album, too, an homage and a rallying cry to let go of the demons I've been fighting for so long.
The eyes, which I have altered, are homages to the characters who have held my hand throughout my 20s. The green carnation is for Matthew Fairchild from The Shadowhunter Chronicles, my mirror and my heart. The lantern, in red and blue, is a hand in those of Charles and Edwin from Dead Boy Detectives. That show made me feel seen and loved and inspired in more ways than I can count.
I made it, and I'm glad I did. Can't wait for the next decade.
i want to fly. i want to burn. i want to die for cheap thrills that kill and tell me i'm alive!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE MUSICAL ALBUM 🫶🏻 3/17/2023
Tell Me I'm Alive is like, "LIFE IS TOO SHORT BUT FUCK IT WE BALL. When did Stacy get hotter than her mom? I'm lonely. I'm scared of microplastics. Also I'm British, kind of. Anyway, everything's going to be fine, because my mom is fine and I'm gonna take care of myself! Time for oral sex. Did you know that studies show that being in a toxic relationship is addictive? Let's brush that under the rug because I love and I forgive. I forgive and I wonder what I'm losing. And I'm dying, but that's okay because life was a wild ride and I can now be at peace"
everyone's talking version here
Happy 2nd Birthday TMIA!
This album brought me two shows in 2023, the Ryman show and ATL in the ATL. So many memories stemmed from this run.
Touch Me, It's Alright - Chapter 3
(JonDami fic, Alpha Jon x Omega Damian, an A/B/O dynamics where Jon and Damian wanted each other, both had no idea that the feelings were mutual)
Rating: Explicit
Trigger Warning: Past childhood SA / non-con
Tags: Jon is Superman, Damian is Not Robin, Both are 21 y.o., Protective Jon Kent, Possessive Behavior, Mutual Pining, Canon-Typical Violence
(Previous Chapters)
Chapter 3: May I Treat Your Wound?
Chapter Summary:
“Hey Jon.” Damian smiled, looking up at him with those gorgeous green eyes of his. He was smoking hot, at the same time so cute and innocent.
Jon felt like a wolf in sheep’s clothing. Except he had sworn to be a sheep forever—at least only in front of Damian, which was killing him because sometimes Jon would look at Damian and wanted nothing more than to devour the omega.
His traumatized, omega best friend.
Yeah… no. Never.
Touch Me, It's Alright
(JonDami fic, Alpha Jon x Omega Damian, an A/B/O dynamics where Jon and Damian wanted each other, both had no idea that the feelings were mutual)
Rating: Explicit
Trigger Warning: Past childhood SA / non-con
Tags: Jon is Superman, Damian is Not Robin, Both are 21 y.o., Protective Jon Kent, Possessive Behavior, Mutual Pining, Canon-Typical Violence
Summary:
Jonathan Kent, world-famous alpha superhero, had a weakness stronger than a kryptonite: his childhood best friend, the true holder of his heart, and the only one he dared not touch.
Damian Wayne, an omega traumatized by his past, couldn't stand any affection from any alpha outside of his family except one: his childhood best friend, who never showed interest in wanting him.
(Damian's love language is physical touch)
Prologue
Chapter 1: Best Friends, Nothing Else
