you wake up from the empty in a field. you do not know this field, but it is peaceful - beautiful, even. you do not know that you woke here because the man you love loves you back.

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you wake up from the empty in a field. you do not know this field, but it is peaceful - beautiful, even. you do not know that you woke here because the man you love loves you back.
cover + pages 1 - 3 of my Dean/Cas comic, “Green Grass” (AO3)
this post but all the pages are there
words from the Tom Waits song of the same name, though the verses are in reverse order a re-imagining of Dean after “All Along the Watchtower,” featuring: the spot where Dean spread Cas’s ashes; excuses for me to draw Dean hanging out in lush green fields; and Cas’s return.
Tom Waits (spotify, yt); Cosmo Sheldrake (spotify, yt); Cibelle (spotify, yt)
Cas telling Jack the same thing Dean told him all those years ago.
(6x20 the man who would be king / 13x06 tombstone)
Ross Gay, "Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude" // Supernatural 13.04 “The Big Empty” // Supernatural 13.06 “Tombstone” and “Tombstone” script
So long we become the flowers Two corpses we were Two corpses I saw
i couldn't stop thinking about this post so i had to make a video
flowers that I think dean plants in the meadow while baby jack sleeps cradled in the sling around his body:
red carnations (my heart aches for you)
forget-me-nots (true love, memories, do not forget me)
daisies (on behalf of jack, innocence and hope)
plants that I think grew wild in the meadow that he didn’t notice but Mean Something:
honeysuckles (everlasting love)
ivy (friendship and affection)
goldenrods (encouragement and growth)
yarrow (healing)
"Dean chokes down his emotions."
Thinking about how Jensen told fans he asks the writers not to write in his tears yet here they are in the script. "Tears of joy fill his eyes."
you've been driving for hours and you'll drive miles more with the latched tin cigar box resting quiet and final in the impala's passenger seat, because the place has to be perfect, you couldn't give cas anything good in life but maybe you can at least do this one thing right