#tomefictive

[fictionkinfessions]

> RE - CANON DEATHS: If it's just zeroing in on One source, just once. Maybe twice or so if you count the metaphorical second death (the last time someone utters your name + all the game-overs / times i got pwned). Got crushed by a giant dragon beast lol (Kirbopher, Terrain Of Magical Expertise)

in general though? like all of my sources tallied together? too many to count, mostly because one of my sources is literally a guy who Keeps Dying over and over, one is Maiden from Bad End Theatre and the third one is Rena Ryugu from Higurashi. Not counting those guys though? Like 4. > #⚔️🎮🌈 (tag as fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

RE: obscure canons/sources: Definitely a tie between Kirbopher from TOME and Sunny from Pacman And the Ghostly Adventures. There's barely any fictionfolk from either, but the odds of me finding another 2011 TOME player are better than me finding another Pacworlder- I'm more likely to run into a classic Pac-Man or even an Orson than I am to run into someone from the GA continuity. For reference, TOME (the webseries) had 2 seasons and it is obscure in the "cult following" sorta way- most of the oldgens are all in their late 20s and I am the result of a rogue experiment. But at least it ended on a nonambigious sorta open ended happy note (even if I wasn't included in that happy ending....). There's only like maybe 6 TOME players around and I know all of them personally! PMATGA, on the other hand, also had 2 seasons but it flopped and was basically soft-cancelled after 52 episodes on a cliffhanger episode. The fandom for it is still alive but there are literally NO OTHER FICTIONFOLK for THIS CONTINUITY SPECIFICALLY. I am the ONLY introject of my source actively out there as of right now, and while I might've seen a Pacster on this blog a ways back, I... I'm pretty much alone. Blegh. -- Kirbopher from Terrain of Magical Expertise/Sunny from Pacman And the Ghostly Adventures (tag as kin/fictive, thanks MPC!)

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[fictionkinfessions]

(MPC, please schedule this for 11:11 am on Nov 11th! tyyy... )

Happy TOME day, guys! I'm not sure who all from my source, or from what continuity even is gonna see this, but... I hope you're all well. This is a long ass letter so. Sorry. I don't have a whole lot of canon/exomemories, but ... there is a warm fuzzy longing in my heart and a bittersweet love that I hold for each and every player. Even the ones I didn't meet personally. All of you, in your own special way, helped to make the game something special. All of you are wonderful, and I hope that wherever you all are, you find yourselves surrounded by abundance and joy. I've met some TOME fictionfolk, notably a Nylocke in my partner system, and a Gamecrazed who I am now friends with. And as such I'll probably just tell them how I feel to their faces. So... To those in our group, call it the "Dandy Alliance" if you wanna, who are still out there. The ones I can't see every day. Flames, I miss you. I know that sounds silly but I miss you and I miss how you'd bring order to things. I'm sorry I was such a dick to you when I was around, and I'm more sorry I said those shitty things to you that one time. You didn't deserve that. I don't care if I apologized already, because it bears repeating. I hope you're okay wherever you're at. Kizuna... I didn't know you well. I... didn't know you at ALL, actually. But I think you're cool. I hope you didn't think of me as a burden or... less than the guy you knew. I dunno. I wish I had more things to say, but... I don't. 'Cuz I don't know you.

Zetto. I don't know WHAT to say to you. There's a LOT of things I COULD say but I think they'd all fall flat. I don't know if you consider me a part of you, you but in a different font, or what. I used to hate you. I used to REALLY hate you. But... I've softened. You bring me... comfort. As ridiculous as that might sound. I want to hug you and then bite you because the whirlwind of emotions that is inside of me is volatile. But I care about you. I guess. kicks rock. And... that just leaves you. Alpha. I. I love you. I love you and I miss you. I think about you a lot- your hair, your voice, your laugh, the little "mm-hmm"'s and "okay"'s you give me when I was being... well. Me. I don't care if it was just a video game, when sun shone down on you, you looked radiant. Everything about you as I can remember you, as I can behold you, is... perfect. And I wish you could hold me. And I could look into your eyes, your beautiful, blue eyes that are as bright as a cloudless sky, and tell you how much you mean to me. Face to face. Please don't forget how much I love you. My heart hurts when I think about how much I want to say to you, but I can't because you aren't here. Sorry. That's. That's a lot. Just... keep being you. As nerdy and silly as you are. You're my bro. And I love you. And as for the rest of you... You guys are awesome. Love ya. (no homo obviously. Except for Alpha. Then it's every instance of homoerotic implications (≧∇≦)ﾉ)

Happy 11/11, everytomey!

— #⚔️🎮🌈 (Kirbopher, Terrain of Magical Expertise, tag as both kin & fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

( > re: canon homesickness ) The ;Lavendera woods, and really just ;Lavendera itself. Maybe that's because, by nature, I liked combat, or... that's where we spent most of our time kickin' it. Nowadays I just listen to Hot Stuff Comin' Through, since that's the song that plays most of the time in source when me and the guys are there. I wish I could get purple rocks or somethin' to help me feel a lil' bit more connected to it. I like rocks. I still wish TOME was a real vr game... maybe this is a sign I should learn how to 3D model.

— #⚔️🎮🌈 Kirbopher, Terrain of Magical Expertise (tag as kin & fictive!)

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[fictive-confessions]

I feel like I'm in this weird inbetween area. I figure I'm just a fictive of Kirbopher from TOME, yeah? But I'm basically a self insert of the guy who made it so it's wildly confusing.

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