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[myfandomrambles]

Autistic & C-PTSD Azune my beloved

[celestialzet]

6

Warm streams of water

Ease the tensions plaguing me

Washed away, like tide

[muddaisy]

A Palette of Greys

asleep?

or awake?

alive?

or perhaps,

dead?

The decifer should be simple to make,

but I live with a numb dread,

as i cannot,

and perhaps will not,

know,

the lines are blurred,

my vision clouded,

my mind foggy,

i exist under the reality of falsehood

the falsehood of reality,

ones such as me

see this world of distinct and understood

blacks and whites

in a palette of greys

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I might be the only Tyranny fan who doesn't ship her with Wic. Like I want to put their relationship under a microscope but I don't want it to be explicitly romantic. Like why can't it just be a little weird? A little fucked up? Why they gotta be romantic about it?

As your resident aroace critical role fan can I please get a waffle

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If they were gonna have Kate say she was the doctors child then they should've canonized that the doctor and the brigadier fucked.

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Am I the only one who doesn't think Clara & 12 are the hybrid? Like, I thought that the point was that the hybrid doesn't exist and all this torture was for nothing. Like, I truly believe that the conversation with Ashildir/Me was that it was stupid and worth nothing. It's all just something you can fuck around and spitball about. And that The Doctor's obsession with Clara is unhealthy but also petty.

There isn't a hybrid. the Time Lords believe in a fairy tale. The Doctor & Clara aren't special like I thought that was the point. Clara & Twelve shouldn't get to break the laws of time. Becuase their fucking ordinary just like everybody else. The Hybrid isn't real, prophecy isn't real. They aren't fated to do anything. They are just people.

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Yes The Doctor does manipulate companions sometimes to come with them (especially 11) and yes 15 did think they could just use Charm and smiles and Belinda would want to stay and that's mean and dark ™ doctor but I also think it's unbelievably sad.

They do love the TARDIS and end the end it will just be a lonely boy/girl/person in the box. 8 confirms it to Charley 11 to Amy and Clara tells 12. 13 was willing to be alone just to have her TARDIS.

But they also just want to have a friend. They don't actually want to be alone. It's drives them crazy. I thought about this listening to Dark Eyes. Like when Molly leaves the letter. The Doctor was so convinced that of course she would stay and travel. Of course she'd seen the universe with him how could she not stay?

And it's so sad. It's pathetic honestly

They need someone everyone knows they shouldn't be alone

But in end they will be

Because they're an immortal god like creature

And (almost) everyone else is so squishy