Headcanon: Masks and Mindsets
Okay so I was rambling about this last night to someone else and I realized I should probably explain this out more in detail. Kumo functions on differing Masks/ Mindsets and he uses these as literal differing personas. He’s come to do this because it’s all a survival tactic that’s developed due to his life stuck in an abusive situation/ relationship with Chaos / The Earl for twelve years.
Names mean everything to Kumo and they are a sure fire signal for how he is going to act and how he is going to treat the others around him. So he has a lot of them. The use of differing names has functioned all the way back to Misterica where his mother nicknamed him “Snow Cloud” and his brother nicknamed him “Snowflake” or simply shortened his name from Pilvi (pill-vee) to Pilv’ (pill-v).
He also had roles to play on Misterica such as The Holy Vessel and The Child of White. He was also The Crowned Prince and His Eminence. All of these names were a differing role and required different things from him. Kumo’s been masking for as long as he can remember because every name was a different face he needed to show to whoever was addressing him. So he’s been masking since he was at least a toddler.
How Kumo refers to himself is a signal for how he is going to act personally and how he refers to someone else is a signal for how he is going to treat them.
His name is not the only important thing when it comes to his conduct. How he refers to someone else is just as important.
Kumo legitimately thinks of his other names as other people. He does not see Makenshi as the same person as Little Cloud so please remember this when interacting with him. Your Muse won’t know that but it’s still important to his character. Kumo thinks of himself as a ghost and having already left the plane of the living so he thinks of these “other people” as people who are capable of having deaths and some of them - Valkoinen Pilvi for example as having already died. So once he thinks of a persona as dead he will avoid it at all costs.
Slipping back into a “dead persona” makes him uncomfortable and it puts him in a position to act as that “persona” would have and sometimes for him that is excessively painful - Pilvi being the example here - considering Pilvi is his truest name and who he was when Misterica was still around. He will never think of Pilvi as anything more than a naïve prince that failed to protect his people in every way imaginable. So Kumo will say things like “I don’t want to be -name- anymore.” or “I’m not - name- anymore.” because he either feels uncomfortable in that position or he thinks of that persona as dead.
When it comes to Kumo’s personas he has:
Key: * = He thinks of this persona as Dead
** = He thinks of this persona as cursed.
Makenshi ** / ^ - The Demon Swordsman - the one who's murdered too many people in wonderland and been forced to do so. The cold blooded one and the warrior just set out to do a job and nothing else. He goes the most emotionless in this one and uses it when he's trying to strip himself of any claim "humanity". He's legit trying to present himself as a "lesser being" or "a demon." He's giving a title and not a name. This one is a defensive wall.
(^ This one, for my FMA people following me, is nearly the same as Mustang introducing himself as "The Flame Alchemist" and he nearly always gives this one first.)
Kumo ** - The Soft Cloud - His casual presence. The twins in the series gave him this nickname. He's very fond of it. Normally uses it around children. He's soft in this mindset. Smiles a lot. Talks very softly. Gentle. Affectionate. Willing to laugh. Willing to play. Will goof off. Excitable. Shows a little more of himself to put others at ease. A calming presence. His entire goal with this presence is to keep the peace and the calm.
White Cloud **- His actual self - his given name; Translated. Acts the most like himself with some walls still up. Will relax in this mindset. Will emotionally collapse in his mindset. Mostly only called this by Black Wind. Won't hide his "alien" qualities - aka breathing mist, floating / flying, etc. Most relaxed mindset, but won't give you this name unless you call him out for Makenshi, or unless someone else does. Will hide his pain. Willing to fight and will hold his own doing so. Willing to talk back and to scold.
Little Cloud **- The caged bird - tenses up. Constantly afraid. On Edge 24/7. Easily scared. submissive as fuck. Doesn't trust anyone but Kaze. Prone to flashbacks. PTSD city. Flinches easily. abuse victim. apologizes 24/7. will show in glimmers while wearing other masks/ in other mindsets. Constantly present. (thanks chaos)
Holdfény* - Moonlight - the name given to him by Kaze and Aura before Windaria’s fall. It literally means "Moonlight” in Windarian. He is carefree and smiles. Curious and loving. Grieving but willing to ask for support. Quiet around most people but Kaze / Aura. Clingy. Affectionate. ***Wants to be this more than anything.
Valkoinen Pilvi * - The Naïve Prince - his /actual name/ untranslated. Refuses to be this. Tenses when addressed as such. Argumentative. Will fight you verbally or physically. Feels the need to be poised and proper 24/7/365. On edge. Depressed. Constantly grieving. Lonely. Feels constant heartbreak. Gets angry when anyone puts him here without his consent. (Kaze does it a lot.) *** Your Highness is the same as calling by his birth name in his mind.
- Snow Cloud * files under this name: a lighter version of Pilvi closer in reflection to Kumo.
- Snowflake * also files under this name: still a lighter version of Pilvi, but willing to show his insecurities and speak openly about his issues. Can and will go “emotionally nuclear” as his brother has described it. Will speak slightly casual. Will swear but only in his brother’s presence.
- Your Eminence * - also files under this name and covers the scope of “the Holy Vessel” and “The Child of White”. Requires perfection at all times no exceptions. Will not speak of his pain ever. Will never admit to having any form of emotion. Insanely agreeable with most people. Smiles constantly. Speaks even more formally than normal. Manners 24/7 without question or hesitation. Throws away his rights to be considered anything less than a Holy Object. Won’t speak unless spoken to. Falls into the mindset of Seen not heard. Mildly submissive.