my partner is not understanding me, its making me want to freak out, and be more confused; i dont know how to communicate with him. he’s just like.. ‘you’re a dog you dont need this trans dog title’ I CANT JUST SAY IM A DOG, IM IN A HUMAN BODY SADLY, I HAVE THESE GOD AWFUL HANDS WHERE THERE ISNT PAWS? I LOOK AT MY BODY WITH BECAUSE I SEE SKIN AND NOW MY FUR? WHAT.. WHAT AM I? I DONT.. I DONT KNOW. ITS MAKING ME SO LOST? I KNOW IM NOT A THERIAN. THATS.. SOME SPIRITUAL THING, IT KEPT BEING PUSHED TO ME THAT I HAD TO SHIFT, I GOT CALLED FAKE CONSTANTLY BECAUSE I WASNT SHIFTING CORRECTLY OR WHATEVER… I AM A DOG.. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A DOG??? IM… Help.. me. please. please helo me figure out myself, WHAT label is this? Therian? Otherkin? Otherhearted? Because this is making me BREAK down and i dont NEED to go back to the hospital JUST PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME UNDERSTAND BETTER! INSTEAD OF JUST ME TRYING TO NAVIGATE WITH PEOPLE THAT DONT UNDERSTAND /SRS — i dont know what to do, i dont know where to go anymore the carrds arent helping me, the tags i go to try and educate myself are just discourse, arguing, or drama. I WANT TO EDUCATE MYSELF TO LOVE MYSELF. is.. is that too hard? my paranoria kicks in badly so i most likely will delete this ramblebark.. i have no friends anymore, this is my way of.. venting to my ‘friends’ now in days asking for advice, i have no one to go to ask for if i truly act like this this and this,, if my characteristics line up.. im shut out, i know i did it to myself, i had to, you have to protect your peace in order to be safe right? i dont know
