🔥⸝⸝ blair

"in the club wit some ones nd im piped up"

[blairhatesyou]

// new intro //

my name is blair she/it/gore or any demonic-ish pronouns work, im cassgender and generally dont care for gender. i am a demon as in my species, it has to do with the programming i experienced but i am attatched to it so refer to me as such. human terms yuck my yum being terms i tolerate.

i am an alter in a 2 being traumagenic DID system. i am a cohost and prosecutor among many other roles. the other alter (pwppy) is a little and the host, she doesnt have social media (atleast not anymore) as it streses her. our sys was programmed thru RAMCOA and may function differently then yours esp due to that. i have low empathy and my morals are grey.

i do not share personal information about myself but i am 22-28 age slider as an alter and my bodily age/chrono isnt your business.

i am taken by our 2 being partner sys (my son and my handler), pwppy is taken aswel by our partner sys (her daddy and brother). flirting with us is an autoblock, i am monogamous and my sexuality doesnt matter so i wont list it.

i am radqueer/rq adj i dont fw certain lables for my comfort but im a firm believer in leaving people tf alone so int if you want and follow your own dni, i js block people ion fw so idk no dni ig. i am also an anti contact para minus pre death consent necro.

love ken carson, lone, carti, yeat, peep, all that good shi fr. i fw tcc and zero day. if thats not ur thing then move on cuz i post about it sumtimes.

im a brainmade alter but i have attachments to things similar to a way a fictive would (i have "source memorys" and what not) i am from from Yubileiny microdistrict, Novosibirsk, Russia in headspace, i am russian asian (DO NOT CALL ME TRACE, i am not trace i am just that in headspace and am uncomfortable with the term)

body is disabled (physically and mentally), disordered, mentally ill, nd blind, be patient or fuck off. we use a screen reader often so please make sure asks/dms are worded in a way friendly to that esp long ones. wont talk abt most our disabilitys unless close, will talk abt being a sys pretty openly tho.

i generally follow back and what not js dont be a dick. beware though that i dont/wont do TW tags or CW tags on tcc or kink/para stuff as not finding my interests and kinks as triggering is critical for my healing (those whom know me and know what ive experienced may understand why). i tag to the best of my ability with nsft and i tag tcc with 🍵🌊🌊 so blocking those may help but still iwc and understand you may still see content like that. sorry not sorry, my blog my content block if you cant stomach it.

ok thats about it. @blairhatesyou on here and disc

[bottlddreams]

Antis: RADQUEERS ARE EVIL!!

the average radqueer: I think everyone deserves love and respect!!!

[jupitertears3]

does my constant need for reassurance annoy you?

[bpdmutt]

being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience

[youlookkindadead]

bitches with bpd be like : are you mad at me??? (worrisome)

bitches with npd be like : are you mad at *me*?? (accusatory)

bitches with aspd be like : Are you mad at me? (curious)

bitches with hpd be like : omg are you mad at meeeee (teasing)

if youre reading this please help me avoid starvation by boosting my mutual aid post

[nettles-bpd]

“it gets better!!!”

yea for two weeks until i fall apart again and end up at the starting line. it’s just a vicious cycle

[permafashion]

I could only love someone if they were disgustingly obsessed with me.

[blairhatesyou]

btw sending things like this is an autoblock also your not an evil man you fucking edge lord. lmfao.

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

[blairhatesyou]

everytime i get likes or anons i feel this warmth in my chest like an addict getting its feed, i love attention. give me attention. turn my tris rq infamous to cis.

[lemonmancer]

I mean yeah he’s evil and all but what if I were his favourite

[jupitertears3]

i feel like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

[karmareleased]

Really gross of me to desire attention, disgusting honestly.

[jupitertears3]

fuck i just remembered i’m fundamentally unlovable

[mypronounsarehehehaha]

[blairhatesyou]

makes you send me anons makes you send me anons makes you send me anons makes you send me anons makes you send me anons-

[hyenagirlrut]

its literally cutes for a girl to be an irredeemable pervert.