#trans npd

[ttransnpd]

Being a shitty person and then being trans npd feels weird... . Because I want everybody to know I've always been like this, I'm just more out loud about it because I'm thinking of myself more now due to my transition (which is a net positive for me) but not due to npd

Like it's important to me that you know that (/ref) I'm just a bad person, my (trans)NPD is in spite of that okay!

And I'll be the first to admit Im a bad person (also because I want the person to say "no no, you're an amazing person! " to prove they think highly of me and I can also think "heh.. You know nothing of my true nature" like some dumbass anime side villain)

But I will KILL anybody who thinks I'm a p.o.s/toxic due to my trans npd! I "abuse" my boyfriend CONSENSUALLY and it has NOTHING to do with my npd!!!! Pwnpd are beautiful, amazing beings and id be angry if somebody associates my "bad actions" with their beauty or else ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ!!!

YES this is a weird rant, but hey, I'm sleep deprived and autistic it came prepackaged...okay?

I don't know who I am fully 🤔 I think I'm still mitsuba so hi...

[thekingoffoolslinux]

Trans NPD culture is getting untold supply from getting antagonized. The old saying, "what you resist persists." Supply is supply. If people want to try and exploit and demean me, then I can keep their bullshit going, and make them look bad. If you're afraid to talk to me, keep it that way, because I probably wouldn't have an interest except to fuck with you if you want to make me out as the villain

[blairhatesyou]

hey if you still wanna do any transid tips, do you have any advice for transNPD ppl with low self confidence? ugh i feel stupid even asking something like that, it's so annoying but idk what to do. i have a bad self esteem too, i try to care about myself more than anyone else, but i dont even really like myself lmao

im going to avoid doing full tips guide for this the way i usually do for this kinda ask as my fiance has npd and doesnt like me giving tips about disorders he is cis of buttttt .. what i can say is beings with npd most the time have low self esteem and confidence and mask it , some better than others . for example some mask it so well they dont even really know if their self esteem is bad but some beings with npd know it .

the " self confidence " in npd is a defense mechanism more than anything . It compensates for a deeply hidden sense of inadequacy by demanding constant external validation. you having low confidence is actually an npd symptom on its own lol .

the "not caring" part is caused by low empathy / not feeling empathy most the time less than being super full of themselves so focusing on that instead can help .

[ttransnpd]

Is it wierd i LOVE LOVE LOVE being another npd persons narc fuel and,like, becoming thier friend?

It makes me feel so cool and awesome when other pwnpd are especially kind to me because like. Hey!youre cis my ids and you think im doing good and im lowkey basing my personhood on you.

Its SO euphoric to me!!

I love ones with cis/tris or even trans npd. ESPECIALLY trans npd you're all the best

I also just love (hopefully) climbing the ranks in other peoples mental ranks because that means by association im getting validation im better than almost all the population

- hanako o mitsuba 🩷 [he/ghost/it/they]

[ttransnpd]

I never heard of trans npd, but it low-key boosts my ego.. like you wanna me like me? Omg you want to transition into being me? Supply or whatevaaa!

so glad to hear that! perosnally i love boosting other narcs/pwnpd's ego :)

i think all pwnpd are insanely cool, and i has an extra special respect for them all since im, obviously, trans npd and want to be like that :D

if you want to share any experinces of yours id LOVE to hear and learn directly from pwnpd :))

-hanako or mitsuba [he/they/ghost/it]