꒰ঌttrans npd⌣ ໒꒱

trans npd blog for fun. i don't know what ill do with this but i hope everybody can come agree and be silly

[ttransnpd]

>> ttransnpd intro post ໒꒱

clearly, I identify with transNPD and just wanted to create a account where other transNPD creatures can exist. And to get tips from CisNPD/TrisNPD creatures.

This will be full of shit posts likely whenever one of us remember this exists(we dont use tumblr much) but i will awsner any questions and reblog tips ect

TransNPD is a pretty important identity to me. So if you try to be an asshole you'll be blocked. Were also tris plural and switch between i/we pronouns at times.

Stances on shit : dont care. Pro-consent. MOGAI/quiddtidm + Xeno-NeoSatantism ish. Supportive of everybody and dosent take part in stance discourse. But also HATES "semi-Radqueer" people

Okay goodbye creatures

[ttransnpd]

hiii trisnpd here to tell you that you and all others with npd (no matter if ur cis, trans, or otherwise) that you're so fucking cool. these antis who harass others are disgraceful pieces of shit with nothing in comparison to us :) they're just jealous <3

All you cis/Tris/trans etc npd creatures are amazing! And make sure to never let the haters/antis bother you! Thank you for the kind words aanon

[ttransnpd]

are you white by any chance?

I don't know what this has to do with anything? I don't know why my race comes into play here at all since it doesn't matter.

But for your information I am (cis)black (and grew up around my people, before you ask) Curious why you assumed I'm white though (especially since the radqueer community is so incredibly diverse)

Made an entire post against this and how my self named bad actions have nothing to do with my (trans)npd.

Explain why it isn't? All I'm doing is changing MY actions and bought process to match a coping mechanism disorder. I'm not going around not exhibiting it or not "practicing" any of the traits and claiming I'm diagnosed with it and spreading missinformation, I'm open about the fact I'm not diagnosed/only have traits, and do not speak on anything I'm not sure of outside my experiences 🤔

a person can exist outside of their disorder, all of my actions or beliefs aren't automatically tied to my npd, I made one post about it and everybody went crazy🫣

[ttransnpd]

Hello! What kind of subtype of NPD are you transitioning to?

I'm transitioning to covert/vulnerable NPD! I believe these fit better with my current traits/symptoms so I'm more inclined to transition. Plus I'm an introvert and would get burnt out if I exhibited a lot of overt traits.

Thank you so much for asking!

YESSS!!! Where we all constantly praise and affirm each other , and help with our transitions !! TransNPD is the best frfr. (Including our other Xnpd folk)

I included two asks because I felt when I only awsnerd one it was to short<\3 I also got a few hate asks and I'll likely awsner them all together because I don't want my page flooded with hate asks

[ttransnpd]

when i saw your name at first i tthought this was a blog about being a transgender person with npd then i saw the rq stuff andrealized it was trans disorder instead (if thats what its called? idk im not in rqc)

Well if you support me it can also be that lol! I am in fact transgender as well

But usually it's called trans-abled, but trans disorder is correct in this circumstance :)

[ttransnpd]

Transnpd transnpd next time you should do transuicide too

No thanks xoxoxo I don't take headcanons. Also death threats is wierd

Trans is a prefix, you can't water it down, thats not a thing. And if anything the trans id community makes it even more seen and less "watered down" because it's promoting even more "intense" trans-ness or whateva weird wording— I'm sleepy

How am I making excuses if I admitted to being a bad person. And I'll be honest to me none of this makes sense

And yes you can change how your brain functions to an extent. Especially your personality. Of course you can only do but so much and you have to make an effort to change what you can. You are the decisions you make, and you can change your decisions lol

Also my choice to quote un qoute not do anything about it, is what YOU believe. For the 100th time none of you know my past or my life and make every little assumption about my existence and it's sad

Also calling me "a folly to the world" for being plural is insane and ableist cuz whattt😭

Also yes actually I have some family that knows and supports me 🫣 and is in the community with me. My friend is also supportive of the rad queer community, and we talk about it to our other friends as well.

I probably missed some points because it's insanely late for me and I didn't read it fully. So if you want I guess send another ask clarifying or rehashing the same 5 points over && over

[ttransnpd]

Being a shitty person and then being trans npd feels weird... . Because I want everybody to know I've always been like this, I'm just more out loud about it because I'm thinking of myself more now due to my transition (which is a net positive for me) but not due to npd

Like it's important to me that you know that (/ref) I'm just a bad person, my (trans)NPD is in spite of that okay!

And I'll be the first to admit Im a bad person (also because I want the person to say "no no, you're an amazing person! " to prove they think highly of me and I can also think "heh.. You know nothing of my true nature" like some dumbass anime side villain)

But I will KILL anybody who thinks I'm a p.o.s/toxic due to my trans npd! I "abuse" my boyfriend CONSENSUALLY and it has NOTHING to do with my npd!!!! Pwnpd are beautiful, amazing beings and id be angry if somebody associates my "bad actions" with their beauty or else ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ!!!

YES this is a weird rant, but hey, I'm sleep deprived and autistic it came prepackaged...okay?

I don't know who I am fully 🤔 I think I'm still mitsuba so hi...

[se4liestm3rman]

Found this dumb bag of shit who is transAbled (claims to be TransNPD). How do we folks feel about this ? PLUS they say they 'abuse' their bf consentually. 😭

This is wildly ableist and it's funny that they called me the "unwoke pos" despite them being openly ableist in their identity. (No you cannot transition into being npd and you're making us look bad by "abusing" your partner, whether it's cosnentual or not. ABUSE is NEVER consentual dipshit.)

More on this, it just feels so fucking stupid that this person called me "unwoke" 💀 despite them quite literally being ableist and identifying as NPD despite them full on believing they do not meet the diagnostic criteria for it. (Basically identifying with the disorder despite them NOT actually having it or meeting the genuine criteria.) They're not even saying they suspect of having it, they just genuinely are trying to make people who suspect of having it and people genuinely diagnosed with it seem like we're abusers and shit. 😭 (Cant believe what they see as "euphoric" for their "identity" is being abusive towards their partner.)

[se4liestm3rman]

Also dip shit it's "They're stupid" not Their. Learn grammar first before you talk shit!!

[ttransnpd]

I think it's funny you call me ableist yet make fun of me for Grammer? Like you don't know if Im dyslexic (wich I am) and that itself is ableist 🫣

I also have not done anything "ableist" I have not put down people with disabilities or discriminated against them. You believe that my actions are "offensive" but that is not ableist. If anything I give mentally ill people a platform to feel worshiped, appreciated and seen regardless of their disorders and including their disorders.

If anything it's the opposite because Ive Insuiated pwnpd are SUPERIOR while abelism would be seeing them as INFERIOR.... Hmmmmm🫣🫣🫣🫣🙈

Also first off you know nothing of my relationship. He has begged me to "harm" him and I had to warm up to it. We find it funny and silly "abusing" each other, when it's really just fantasy. And yes consensual abuse can be a thing. The act of harming a partner mentally or physically is considered abuse, while he has encouraged and consented to these acts do not change the fact what we want to call the actions or what they can be considered.

[ttransnpd]

I hope you recover good fucking god. Obviously you really need to take a break from social media and talk to some people in REAL LIFE or a therapist because excusing your shitty behavior behind “well I’m transNPD so it’s fine that I’m a bad person” is so pathetic. It’s ableist and reinforcing PWNPD stereotypes and you really are a joke to the community. If you really want to be a part of plural spaces look into the polymind community. I know this is harsh and it’s obvious you’re so mentally disconnected from the real world you’ll push this aside but please for the love of god talk to someone. Fucking loser.

Son I'm crying did you read my post AT ALL? I littartly said the OPPOSITE of this😭😭 genuinely fucking giggling my ass off. I say specifically how me being a shitty person does NOT have anything to do with me being trans npd and I don't want people to think that my (trans) npd is why I'm a considered a "bad person" or that my behaviours stem from that because they DON'T. my decisions are separate from my identity and clearly you had a hard time understanding that🙈

Also I HAVE been taking a big break from social media. I started posting again yesterday after not for a good while, I have a therapist I see consistently. I think this is extremely funny seeing this after coming home from club and then hanging out at my friends house lmfao.

Also where did our plurality come into play randomly 🫣? Son I'm crine

[ttransnpd]

Your so cool i’m transnpd as well and I want to be your friend and I think you have transitioned very well and I’m proud of you

I love that!! Transnpd folk for the win!!! I'd also love to get to know you and be your friend ^_^

&& thank you! ! ! Heheh :)

Any and all other trans npd folk feel free to DM me! Id love to talk and get to know you all

[ttransnpd]

Being a shitty person and then being trans npd feels weird... . Because I want everybody to know I've always been like this, I'm just more out loud about it because I'm thinking of myself more now due to my transition (which is a net positive for me) but not due to npd

Like it's important to me that you know that (/ref) I'm just a bad person, my (trans)NPD is in spite of that okay!

And I'll be the first to admit Im a bad person (also because I want the person to say "no no, you're an amazing person! " to prove they think highly of me and I can also think "heh.. You know nothing of my true nature" like some dumbass anime side villain)

But I will KILL anybody who thinks I'm a p.o.s/toxic due to my trans npd! I "abuse" my boyfriend CONSENSUALLY and it has NOTHING to do with my npd!!!! Pwnpd are beautiful, amazing beings and id be angry if somebody associates my "bad actions" with their beauty or else ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ!!!

YES this is a weird rant, but hey, I'm sleep deprived and autistic it came prepackaged...okay?

I don't know who I am fully 🤔 I think I'm still mitsuba so hi...

[se4liestm3rman]

This has GOT to be a fucking joke. 🫩🫩

[ttransnpd]

I'm everything you wouldn't like why are you interacting. Dumb ass bitches I swear

Also it's not a joke, it's how I feel and you can fuck off if you dont like that

Genuinely hate non-woke people. Their so stupid and annoying 😭

[ttransnpd]

Being a shitty person and then being trans npd feels weird... . Because I want everybody to know I've always been like this, I'm just more out loud about it because I'm thinking of myself more now due to my transition (which is a net positive for me) but not due to npd

Like it's important to me that you know that (/ref) I'm just a bad person, my (trans)NPD is in spite of that okay!

And I'll be the first to admit Im a bad person (also because I want the person to say "no no, you're an amazing person! " to prove they think highly of me and I can also think "heh.. You know nothing of my true nature" like some dumbass anime side villain)

But I will KILL anybody who thinks I'm a p.o.s/toxic due to my trans npd! I "abuse" my boyfriend CONSENSUALLY and it has NOTHING to do with my npd!!!! Pwnpd are beautiful, amazing beings and id be angry if somebody associates my "bad actions" with their beauty or else ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗ!!!

YES this is a weird rant, but hey, I'm sleep deprived and autistic it came prepackaged...okay?

I don't know who I am fully 🤔 I think I'm still mitsuba so hi...

[ttransnpd]

I'm asking for clarification cause I've not been able to find an explanation on your blog -

are you a trans person with npd, or a person who wants to have npd (in the same sense as being trans-race or trans-abled)?

Sorry for the confusion! It's the second one!! Well you could say both heh, but this blog is for people who are trans-npd specifically. This is a Radqueer blog! :)

I identify as having npd, or wanting npd! Personally I'm more trisNpd because I already had a lot of traits and some of my immediate family are pwnpd so I think I might have some genetic factors at play 🙈

Thank you for kindly asking!

[ttransnpd]

Your blog is so cool (as you probably noticed if you looked at your notifications LOL), and I don't think you are ableist. In fact, I believe you're proving that NPD isn't inherently evil, and that is something most pro social people can't do

Thanks!!!

Also yes, it shocked me I can't lie— I thought my Tumblr glitched loll

I appreciate the support and the kind words! And yes NPD is definitely not evil at all, it's a coping mechanism like all the other cluster B disorders and shouldn't be treated less than.

I'm glad I could spread that in a way, I think it's a very cool disorder and I have extreme respect for all creatures with NPD ^_^

[ttransnpd]

I never heard of trans npd, but it low-key boosts my ego.. like you wanna me like me? Omg you want to transition into being me? Supply or whatevaaa!

so glad to hear that! perosnally i love boosting other narcs/pwnpd's ego :)

i think all pwnpd are insanely cool, and i has an extra special respect for them all since im, obviously, trans npd and want to be like that :D

if you want to share any experinces of yours id LOVE to hear and learn directly from pwnpd :))

-hanako or mitsuba [he/they/ghost/it]

[ttransnpd]

Is it wierd i LOVE LOVE LOVE being another npd persons narc fuel and,like, becoming thier friend?

It makes me feel so cool and awesome when other pwnpd are especially kind to me because like. Hey!youre cis my ids and you think im doing good and im lowkey basing my personhood on you.

Its SO euphoric to me!!

I love ones with cis/tris or even trans npd. ESPECIALLY trans npd you're all the best

I also just love (hopefully) climbing the ranks in other peoples mental ranks because that means by association im getting validation im better than almost all the population

- hanako o mitsuba 🩷 [he/ghost/it/they]

[ttransnpd]

The genuine hatred and anger i feel when i feel like im not better than the people around me. Or when people get into things i like

I introduced HALF OF YOU TO THIS. I AM INFACT BETTER THAN YOU AND A BETTER FAN.

i hate these fucking people get me out of here i wish i never came

[the-angelic-system]

/ pt : states "radqueer ask game!" In pink italics : end pt /

RADQUEER ASK GAME !

— 🌈 Do you have any transIDs? Which ones?

—🍓 When did you become radqueer or realize you were radqueer?

—🌸 Do you have any trisIDs, permaIDs, nullIDs, etc?

—🪷 Do you have any paraphilas?

—🎭 Do you have any disorders/disabilities? Which ones?

—🏳️‍🌈 What was your opinion on radqueers before you realized you was one/became one?

—💐 What's your favorite song/song artist and why?

—🌷 What's one book that you'd recommend to anyone?

—🪻 What's one thing you'd tell your past self?

—💗 Are you happier now when you became radqueer or worse?

—🩷 What's one thing you'd say to new radqueers?

[ttransnpd]

Ask me!