#trapped dormancy

[withered--s0uls]

Ok ik I have,,, a lot of AUs to get through lol

But for now the plan is

- "Dormant" Absolute Solver, main fic

-> will be pre written, checked over, will probably ask friends if they wanna proof read before I post it? Idk, that is the main one I'm really worried ab quality for bc its important to me

- Intertwined Codes

-> need to figure out a format (might bundle a few acts together into separate fics as separate parts)

-> need to outline & mess with timeline

-> will for the start pick up where "Intertwining Codes" left off

-> won't take itself too serious for the sake of my sanity

- "Dormant" Absolute Solver, side fic(s), oneshots etc

-> will start outlining when main fic is finished

-> providing some backstory & AS sided POV

- Blood & Bats

-> first 3 chapters already outlined

-> will work on eventually, probably not too consistently

- Trapped / Hivemind

-> will be a oneshot or two shot at most, there's not much to tell really

- Trapped Dormancy

-> will be done when DAS & T/HM are out as it's a crossover between them, probably just a oneshot collection

- DD Cyn

-> needs to be named first of all

-> wont stress myself over too much, since DAS is already a bigger story for my standards I'll take my time with this

- Solver Shift

-> same as DD Cyn; will probably work on after a break from DAS & alongside B&B (so I'll take it slow)

- Tangled Drones

-> gotta get the other crossover refs down first

-> make outline

-> I swear I didn't forget ab this I promise the Vat7k/TTS x MD AU is coming eventually 😭

Other fandom aus (like FOP/FOP:ANW & maybe my old fnaf:sb au if I revive it) will be done after I got less of these on my to do list

Also keep in mind I have other projects on my plate too & am very depressed so 😭 please be patient with me

I also have another idea but,,, that depebds entirely on a friends decision sooo... let's focus on all this first lol

[withered--s0uls]

I'll be going through my "Dormant" Absolute Solver AU notes and colour code stuff and update stuff according to ep 8

Then I'll work on the outline of the fic and start writing it :D

Whivh also meeaannnsss I'll be a lot more careful about which asks I consider too spoilery BUT!!! Feel free to ask about DAS AU (& "Trapped Dormancy"[TD // DAS X T/HM] & Trapped/Hivemind [T/HM] too!) because :D yay

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I got some ideas for DAS, Trapped/Hivemind and TD based of the trailer but cant finalize shit until the 23rd ... or rather 24th bc timezones probably (ep 7 was the day after the actual date for me)

Aaaaaaa

[withered--s0uls]

Chat...

Cyn,,,

rambling ab how I see DAS!Cyn in the lyrics

"in the city of the dead

i lay stuck inside my bed

the house burns down around me

the language of the lost

pouring from their open mouths

nobody can hear a thing

suddenly i’m breathing in the smoke

surrounded by the bodies

as i’m tugging on my chains

i’ll be swallowed by the flames

freedom dripping from the sink"

⬆️ The Solver taking over her mind and body slowly

"i don’t need forgiveness

i just wanna talk and for you to listen

i know i’d only raise the suspicion of my cause

my burns they throb to the beat of your heart"

&

"temperament or sickness?

holler all you want, no one ever listens

if only i had raised my suspicion of the cause

would you have noticed it at all?"

⬆️ Her relationship with DAS!V, she knows V is suspicious of her as is. Cyn blames herself for what happens and doesn't think she deserves to be forgiven. She just wants V & co to understand where the line between her and the Solver falls

"am i a robot or a doll?

am i anything at all?

maybe a soul like me

doesn’t even need to know

am i big or am i small?

hunching over standing tall?

i lost my identity

oh so very long ago"

&

"as i woke up from the dream

i had lost all self esteem

the burning home had cowed me

i thought that i was safe

now i’ll never be the same

tossed aside for making a scene

do i know who i pretend to be?

of whom am i a copy?

yes it made me who i am

but i’ll never understand

why it had to happen to me"

⬆️ Cyn honestly doesn't know who she is anymore, or who she's expected to be. I wont go into her backstory pre manor too much bc ✨spoilers✨ BUT pretty much from the day she booted up people expected her to be a specific way. It didn't end well and then her second chance was ruined by the Solver, who corrupted so much of her that people see them as the same person. That whole trauma also shaped her, she's different than how she used to be.

"software update, reinstall

scary things i can’t recall

making the best of it"

&

"ones and zeros

true or false?

reset system to default

faking the rest of it, but i can’t remember why"

⬆️ PTSD flashbacks and her desperately trying to erase that part of her.

"never even knowing why

on my knees i try to crawl

fire breaking in the walls / fire charred collapsing walls

calling out for somebody

knowing i’ll get no reply"

⬆️ NOT regular DAS -- BUT Trapped/Hivemind Cyn which means also Trapped Dormancy Cyn... calling out to N in the void of her mind...

"not robot nor a doll

i’m not anything at all

i’m just and entity finding out the way to go

but these fingers and these palms, full of love despite the scars

they show indisputably

i have so much more to grow

oh, i can change i can evolve

i can get up when i fall

i’ll live contentedly

i don’t need a reason why standing tall and standing strong

i have found where I belong in the arms of somebody

there is no more need to cry"

⬆️ Healing under the care of her family :)

[withered--s0uls]

Actually Ep 8 made Trapped Dormancy post canon way more chaotic

Like 😭 The AS is still concious, Tessa is able to posess the body, Cyn is still the main consciousness + there is another one I cant say bc DAS spoilers