It’s been a long two years. Peachy first arrived in TrashFoundation in early 2020; they were only 12, they still went by she/her pronouns, and they were somehow painfully naive, despite approximately 6 years of losing everyone you know and love. It is currently 2022, and Peachy turned 15 last month. Nashari is older, too. She turned 18 recently.
Peachy finds themself ruminating on TrashFoundation. They’re still having problems accepting what happened. They’re still processing all that trauma. And all the trauma that came before it, too.
..Might as well do a late night therapy session on themself, right? It’ll give them something to talk about in therapy next week.
Nobody knows what happened to them during Peachy (Unbound); least of all Peachy themself. They have a suspicion that Greenie had something to do with it, but Greenie is gone. They’ve been gone for at least a few months now.
…Peachy is still coming to terms with the fact they’ll probably never see anyone from the TrashFoundation universe ever again. Smiley went inactive long before they left. The main blog went on indefinite hiatus that’ll likely be permanent. Flamey and Areli and so many others left a long time ago.
And they have a feeling that PeachyMun’s attention has drifted from the SCP fandom. That it’s drifted away for a while.
It’s a natural part of their world. Of course it is. PeachyMun grows attached to something that’s just media to them at first, and then they accidentally bring (or at least help to bring) that media to life. It happened with MultiTale, it happened with Brawl Stars (that’s how Peachy really got created), and it happened with TrashFoundation.
Really, if it weren’t for PeachyMun being so used to meta stuff, nobody would’ve ever known about the muns.
And Peachy wouldn’t of gone unbound.
But they suppose they can’t complain. If it weren’t for the metaness of everything, they wouldn’t be the person they are today. Nobody would.
Peachy sometimes thinks that maybe the moon incident was a defining character moment, along side Peachy going unbound. If anything, it deeply affected their psyche.
And, of course, Smiley kind of went unbound. If you think about it deeply enough, the incident with the archives was an unbound event of some kind.
Heh. Smiley (Unbound). Sounds kind of like a self-fulfilling prophecy of sorts, knowing the circumstances that made them start existing in the first place.
They miss Smiley. Smiley was nice to them. Smiley was family to them. They regret never telling them.
It wasn’t Smiley’s fault that Peachy had to be killed. Not in their mind.
…Peachy wishes that they were around for the Harmony raid. It was something they missed out on, one of the only major events since their joining that they never got involved in. But, their mun was busy that day, if they’re remembering right, so they were forced to forgo participation.
They wonder what would’ve went differently if they had gotten to participate after all.
And speaking of things gone differently.
..It’s funny, really. A while back, in thoughts only shared privately, thoughts that might not of happened here, when they weren’t thinking quite clearly, they blamed Lovet. But really, that’s kind of illogical. What could be blamed, but circumstance? It was selfish of them, really. The butterfly cannot be held accountable for the hurricane, so Lovet cannot be held accountable for the disaster of March 1st 2020. It’s not the butterfly’s fault for flying. The butterfly couldn’t of known what would transpire in it’s flight. There is no blame on the butterfly.
And there is none on them for March 1st 2020, either.
Or maybe there is. Who knows.
Peachy gets out of their own head, and looks at the alarm clock.
Next to the clock is a pin. It says “they/them” on it. It has flowers as it’s backdrop, and the text is written in orange.
Peachy is enrolled in a normal high school, or as normal as it can be in a universe like this. It’s summer, so they don’t technically need to sleep, but…
Well, no, they do. It’s good for their health.