#trauma loops

[torstherapy]

[unwelcome-ozian]

[system-of-a-feather]

I'm honestly working towards being the advocate and specialist in the system for trauma-loop stuck parts for when we get to getting the other parts down there out (which will be on their terms) which is part of why I am also using my personal blog for more trauma-personal topics and honestly a large reason I want to talk about things fro a heavy trauma holder lens when I have the spoons for it. It's hard going from That Bad Place to one thats here and in the present when even those in your "Peer Group" are primarily voiced by the protectors and hosts and similar parts that likely also have the best intention but also don't really understand you.

And I completely understand why the presence of vocal talking heavy trauma holders is low, I SUPER understand. If I wasnt really dedicated to trying to walk so later trauma looped parts in our system could run Id probably avoid it too, but you know, someones gotta set a precedent. May it be 3 weeks down the line or 3 years, being the safe guy in the system for trauma looped parts is a life style I gotta start earlier than later

(its also motivated by the fact I miss my old trauma buddies and as a responsible part who gets it I know better than to seek them out so I gotta just PREPARE for if they ever want to appear 😂 I can't go see them and bug them so I gotta just focus on what I can do and make the god damn best home and nest for them to return to if they ever come here.)

[parwatisingari]

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