If you’re a person than you can be emotionally hurt, no trauma if you’re an object.
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If you’re a person than you can be emotionally hurt, no trauma if you’re an object.
I’m still learning how to be loved. I don’t know if I’ve ever been in a relationship like the one I am in where I feel so safe because of how amazing and sweet and kind both my partners are.
I’m still scared though,
I love being loved, but I don’t know how to receive it. I’m always terrified of being hurt, which makes me see negativity in everything. I’m not used to being able to show myself at this vulnerable and this hurt and not have people leave me.
My partners are so lovely. I feel so loved and cared for, but I just don’t always know how to process it.
But I’m learning.
And those two amazing people are so helpful ❤️
Realizing that even when people hurt you/put you in danger you still find yourself almost needing to or being compelled to forgive them in case they get angry at you for holding them accountable. 🫨
Realizing that is this trait is a trauma response and actually means you’re absolutely going to be re-traumatized by someone else somewhere down the line because you’re a fragile abuser-magnet who can’t get angry to save his life.
i’m tired of thinking about you every single day. i regret ever letting you into my life. look at how you’ve ruined me? the wounds still bleed.
haunted by the fact that the more people love me, the less they like me