#trigger i guess

[kindbirb]

relapsed.

realized i started this 4 years ago.

got super disappointed in myself.

can’t stop crying.

i wanna die.

i miss everything that i used to have.

i want my life back before he killed himself.

[amateurhamrps]

I

I had a legitimate panic attack because someone I just used to adore physically regrets being anywhere near the hamilton fandom, so many people are beginning to leave and I feel so alone

[solarbxby]

Do you guys ever feel like if you never existed, the world would be the exact same? Like that you're not as important as you thought you were? Like you were a waste of space? But at the same time you don't want to burden anyone by sharing this so your feelings worsen? Like not even the things that kept you alive are making you smile as much? Its really scary.

[summerwaves-autumnskies]

Personal stuff, read at own risk

You know when you have that anxious feeling in your chest for no real reason, but it’s there and you’re at work and all you wanna do is go home? 3.5 hours left...

[ex-sinfultaeyang-blog]

I'm sorry for ranting here, but wow.

It just never stops hurting when someone you love DOESN'T GIVE A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT YOU.

[myloverandme]

I'm actually really depressed right now. Really bored and noting to do. Kind of thinking about relapsing. I hate everyone.

[thatblondeperson]

Sometimes, I'll admit, people telling me how often they make out with their partners, or tell me about their sexual affairs...makes me wildly uncomfortable. Like I get that people do this and it's not the idea of it that makes me uncomfortable, but the feeling the need to respond to it and not having a clue how to is what gets me. I can write, read, draw smut and all that, but when I'm in a convo and someone is telling me about their personal stuff, sometimes I just can't handle it. Call me childish and naive, but I have my boundaries like everyone else. Please refrain from describing to me how far down someone's throat your tongue was.

[santeria-sunshine]

i had a really great day and a kind of bad night but i found four dollars and eighty-seven cents for a pack of cigarettes and i cried because i was so happy.