#trigger warning everything

[fullmetalfisting]

Do you ever see a news article that makes you want to become either an ascetic monk or a Luddite in an underground bunker with only gerbils for friends?

[fizhle]

Yes i read juujika no rokunin. Yes it's one of the worst manga ive ever read in my life. Yes i kinda liked it

MINUS ALL THE SA SCENES.. i didnt hate it..

But i might just have a kinda low bar. The art is quite nice, but the story is ASS. Random characters show up for no reason and die immediately, or serve the purpose of dying to kill a different character (cough cough juutaro and kitami) or they exist to sa or get sa'd.

It GODDD AWFULLLLLL. WHY WAS THERE AN AMNESIA ARC???? WHAT WAS WITH THE TIMESKIP??????????? Its like the author wrote up to uruma killing the first five and then was like "fuuuuuckkk.... make him get arrested and make shikogu start a cult" LIKE WHAT??? HUH?????????

CLONES?????????? HUH,??????? WHAT??????? WHY DID KITAMI EXPLODE????????

I actually really liked kitami he was a silly goober, but i truly did not understand his role in the story nor his motivations.

And i like shigoku because he was a cutie pie...

The ending actually wasnt that bad either. And by ending i mean the final fight. I hated the epilogue, the reveal of them being childhood best friends was FINE i guess, and the vr thing was just?????? Huh?????? Also the mummified baby???????? Like i GUESS i get it but.. it only showed up right at the end

All in all it was just kind of a nothing burger but i might draw kitami, reo or shigoku in the future because those were the only characters i actually liked

Its just rape, torture and murder: the manga. Do NOT read 2/10

[inima]

100 pages left and this is cuckoo bananas

[lyril]

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okay i 'm gonna use you to talk about this absolutely fucking insane MLP fan series friends and i have been watching because i feel like i'm losing my mind

it's .i don't even know where to start dude. i feel like this ⬇️

but for real

here is my slightly less offensive sample selection of various elements:

it has like every offensive thing under the sun and violence and toilet humor and ass jokes but despite all the insane topics it does actually "take itself seriously" and so it's episodic with overarching plot lines and sub plots and character development, they give dramatic speeches all the time, and they've got like actual fight scenes and i think some original music and like music animation parodies or random ship art slideshows and so half the time it's like this

but the creator can actually can draw these things really well when he wants to so suddenly the art is actually really fucking decent and scarily cute at other times

all of the videos are so long (the whole series rn is like almost 14 hours)

and the creator has like a fanbase and there's like a fan archive and he has a bunch of patrons and stuff abd theres like an original character who is way too adorable

i t's seriously making us lose our minds

[tanukihero]

Im losing it my emotions are out of control right now and fuckin which meds do i need to take or what drugs do i need to do to stabilize them

i have the strongest need to severely hurt myself, because i cannot see a future where i can become financially independent and mentally stable and physically healthy enough to live without any financial support from my parents, and thus no risk of having to suddenly move home to live with my folks.

I’m having a breakdown because i tried to daydream about having a pet, which i have never been able to have since between the two of them my parents are allergic to every fluffy lovable animal under the sun.

and it made me think about how i don’t think i will ever be able enough to take care of myself.

and now i feel like i deserve to be hurt due to how i will always be a burden of society.

And I am writing this and recognizing all of this and my rational mind is processing it and saying it’s unfair to want to maim myself over that, that i would never shame or blame a different person for that, so it’s unfair to hate myself so extremely over it.

but my emotions are screaming that i need to be jump out the window because if im not going to contribute to society over some fake brain sickness then i deserve to be destroyed.

So i know that this is not true.

but i feel like it is.

[byesexual-belarus-blog1]

ive finally reached the point in not caring about myself where im just unable to eat

i think i should go to the hospital but i dont care 

and my mom still doesnt care 

im just a thief to er and to be honest thats not untrue 

[byesexual-belarus-blog1]

if things dont go well with katie tomorrow im probably going to drink and get so high and cut until i forget everything because i dont know how else to  cope :D

[abz-j-harding]

“...All I see before me is the Abyss and what lives there, which will live through me....”

-Doctor Strange , New Avengers #20 (2013)