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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Cale is blackmailed by Alberu — the prince said please — into attending a ball at the royal palace.
He doesn’t want to be there, surrounded by the sycophantic nobles that gossip about how much of a hero he is. He wishes he’d stayed home.
He really should have just stayed home.
@vodkassassin
It's nice having a boyfriend who cares about me and listens without a word and will give me a word or two of advice/reassurance when I finish venting. Never in an angry way. I appreciate him so much for it. But I also miss having a "sibling relationship" with someone and being able to do the same. I hate having to bottle everything up again and let myself get the best of me. I'm starting to regress into the person I used to be. And it's not good. I'm trying hard to not let it happen, but there's just so much I don't understand/fear/worry about. I'm spending more time focusing on all of this instead of living and I just wish I could stop. It's a terrible habit that I'm struggling to break. At times I just really hate who I am and wish desperately to change myself.. I miss having someone who's known me for quite some time and who literally knows me better than myself. I miss having that support system that doesn't constantly knock me down on the ground. I miss having that reassurance which keeps me moving forward. To put it simply.. I miss the three best friendships I ever had. I regret and hate myself for allowing them to fall apart in such a way. I'm sorry if you read this all the way through. I probably sounds like a whiney bitch again..but I really needed to let this out before my insides explode. Good night.
so I get self conscious a lot when it comes to talking to people
I recently started talking to this really cute girl, but like she does this thing where I don't get a text back until like 3-4 days later . I play it off in front of my friends but in reality I'm freaking out like, what if she doesn't like me ? did I say something wrong? Does she think I'm weird? and Like I know thats sometimes normal for people in a relationship but like even when I talk to anyone to have a conversation I always think Im going to screw it up so I'm always on edge .. I just hate it.
