It was painful to remove the blinders
No more days choking on the pain
I … wont let you hurt me anymore
Maybe that makes me insane
This whole time walking on blind faith
These are the signs my guides
I reach out to draw others near
The warmth of our circle, the grace of my giving
Fulfills the darkest wounds, caverns, apologies
What is the story we are here to tell??
Water under the bridge feelings felt
On a different dimension now
I’m learning and growing here in the dirt alone
Will the sky sew me heavens
Will we dance in the pouring rain
Forever children of the light
We’re it all lived in vein
The way your words criticize me
Cut me open burn the flesh inside with a flame
And then your sweet eyes i fell in love with
Have me calling after you, wearing your name
I cant get past my own brain
As a child i was exposed to trauma
Which isnt known to be forgiving
Relentless torture, a disorder, i wonder what i did to deserve it hard this way
Gods plan for me, floating in the sea
He captures me in a wave,
The love i feel, in his grace
Is the only salvation, our reprimanded mortal flesh
And tattered souls, have left to cling to
Even nihilism and nothingness is proof for a need
For the infinite omega to call us home in love