#tripp thumps

[emetorabbit]

It was a first day at our job,, fucking ugh,, it wasn't bad and it was slow but the pain was SO BAD! our ribs and chest don't hurt anymore but out legs and shoulders are bad,, I want to remove our legs or the bones,, it's so bad and we have a shift to work tomorrow,, the pain is horrible and mentally we won't be lasting long ugh,, pretty sure this isn't just fibromyalgia 95% sure we may have EDS or hEDS, God because seeing people talk about it and the long list of things EDS/hEDS affects in your body we've struggled with our whole lives,, and fuck it's so unbearable and unmanageable,,, gotta try to see our doctor about it or who ever we need to see for this issue,, just want to know what the fuck is wrong with our body why it's always been this way and WHY it's gotten worse in the past year,,

[emetorabbit]

Kinda wish I could go grocery shopping with our partner.. we both need more food and snacks and other essentials!! But sadly my partner's mother has been very sick and unwell the past few days but it's not her fault, but today she seemed better?? She's talking and behaving fine, even said she wants to mow the lawn to set up the game thing guy she got for her birthday which is in a few days and said we could all play and we want to do that tomorrow, but we both still need more food and stuff we only placed an online order the other day for some food to last us till yesterday and we didn't go, we'll both be fine for tonight too but would really like to go get what we need because placing orders to the house we don't like to do because sometimes they replace your stuff because they can't find what you need just need food for my partner and I. Plus, us rabbits over here want to get rabbit like food to make

[emetorabbit]

We really want to be more comfortable with talking and expressing our non-human existence. we are just nervous and have shame?? Idk, we just don't post or talk about it, but we keep it to ourselves, but we want to be more open about it, and we wanna try to share more about it and we're sticking with the term non-human since we're a vile zombie rabbit and only feel like that term fits us as for now

[emetorabbit]

Why the fuck is my pinned post underlined I don't remember it being that way,, and I can't seem to fix it?? Oh so it's because my text is colored?

[emetorabbit]

Scared so scared,, not safe,, want to run and hide I hate this,, want to be safe,, and have my guard dog protect me pleaae,, help,, nh,,

[emetorabbit]

Love feeling crazy and FUCKING INSANE because of this family,, we don't feel real and everything feels scary and I feel like everything is ending and our world is ending,, we can't escape!! We're literally trapped she wants to keep us here and isolate us and make us how she wants us to be,, she knows she can threaten us with anything and we will comply because we have nowhere to go nowhere to hide,, not until our PS has a new house guy,, it's just scary with uncertainty and not being safe having to mask so much it makes us feel so unreal,, I want to feel something please,,,

[emetorabbit]

You're a horrible person. All humans are fucking awful. Die. You are no "mother." You don't deserve such a title.

We are just a scared rabbit.. always running and hiding, and when we try to fight back, it doesn't help it never works. Just kicked back down.. weak and stupid little rabbit.. we are just prey..

[emetorabbit]

And her being home doesn't help either now. I can't get anything done because she's around. I feel like I can't get anything done if she's home around me. Watching me, I don't like. It's a change and routine, and I want to rip my hair out,,