Every your take is so trans man in denial, I can't. It's like you physically can't wrap your mind that women in this age and place(in case you're not a slave of Islam) can be ok. Not everyone is like you. I am a European woman, single, childfree, healthy, working, love my hobbies, etc. I'm free. You may say, but men can do you harm. They can, but since I'm single my chances are drastically reduced. As for psycho strangers, males have the same chances to get bad luck with them. Males kill males more than females.
But you can't find peace because you crave to be a man. Your post about hating and dissociating from your breasts, it's a textbook example. Why do you fear at least trying just trying the basic steps of transition? Mastectomy and cutting your hair in a male fashion can deliver your from a "burden" of being a woman. Not to mention a T shot.
Ugh not this again. I’m not scared of men at all, I know I’m safe, I’m talking about existential humiliation and nobody seems to understand it. And stop telling me to transition trans men aren’t real it’s just more body horror and the result is an abomination. I’m female, I will always be female, there is no escape. Gender ideology is bullshit. Stop presenting mutilation as “basic steps”, chopping your flesh up is not a basic step, introducing the wrong sex hormone is not a basic step. Transition is a shitty bandaid applied to a reality that cannot be changed.
