Day 29
Hey there guys! Sorry I missed our date last Friday (I say to myself and my blog) I was not in a good place. I mean my workout was great and my eating was fine but I was in a seriously bratty mood and I took myself off social media so I wouldn't spread that negativity around. But here I am Day 29! I actually went and bought a scale after my run tonight. (Stupid elliptical was taken) it was a little more than a little depressing. 277 guys. 277. I've honestly never seen those numbers before. Like it did and didn't shock me. Like how did I not notice I was just getting bigger and bigger. I gave myself a month of working before I bought a scale. But in reality I didn't feel like I was losing weight. I mean my workouts felt good and I felt stronger. But I definitely didn't feel any thinner. So I'm going to start posting my morning weight with this blog. And I probably won't lose every day and I might even gain. But at least I will know what the hell is going on. Obviously putting my head in the sand had only gained me 25 pounds. So tomorrow we are hoping for under 277! My run tonight felt really good except my left leg cramped up hardcore at the end. Honestly this is why I work on the elliptical. I feel like I push myself and my muscles harder. But when I run, it's super easy to take a break. When I'm on the elliptical I am able to push myself all the way through. Trying to stay positive here guys. It was really bumming to see that number on the scale but I have to keep going. I have to do this for me.
